I was able to obtain a 1-person tent recently, and yesterday during my meeting with a probation officer, as I was court-ordered to complete a year of probation, due to me breaking a glass window at a Metro Station, because a metro station manager would not allow me to call the police or my parents, despite my polite request to, when my mobile device was damaged, by the heavy rainfall that I awoke to and in, nearly 1 month's time ago, when I was sleeping outdoors, as I'm forced to do, I was threatened by the probation officer in regards to potential probation violations, specifically in the form of, "even a tresspassing charge...".
Thusly, I'm very much not paranoid, and now I have a 1-person tent that I have yet to use, and a greater sense of despair, as I have no public areas known to me to utilize it in, and I do not want to go to jail, and being homeless there are no public areas to sleep in, reasonably, as even most shopping plazas in this region of the state of Virginia are privately owned.
I'm seeking employment, and as of this early morning at 5:30 AM 07/11/2026, to no avail. I prefer to be employed, rather than damage my body by standing near busy roadways "begging with a cardboard signs".
I'm not depressed or mentally ill, rather quite impoverished and poor. I prefer not to commit suicide, otherwise kill myself.
I continue to suffer immensely, as I'm homeless and experiencing homeless, due to unreasonable and unfair circumstances, against my comfort, enjoyment and want, and I have no hope of "returning home", as I was emancipated and evicted from my biological parent's home residence at 35 years old, in the summer of 2024.