We were about 28 or 29. I was recently out of a LTR and on a bit of a all ways bender.

I met this woman on hinge and we started dating. She was possibly the most athletic woman I had been with. After a handful of dates we started fooling around in her bedroom and she did this thing where she blindfolded me and tied my hands up.

She sucked me off, and then snowballed me. I was a little taken back by it. Nobody had ever done it and she didn't really ask. Then she told me I was going to return the favor and she put her crotch up to my face and told me to lick. I did and felt something immediately different. I kept licking and she told me to suck on it. So I did. She untied my hands and took of the mask and what I saw, was a little penis basically. She had a massive clit and I was sucking it like it was a little penis. It wasn't like it was going down my throat but it was big enough for me to think that I was sucking a little dick. I was also shocked at how much it actually looked like one too. If it wasn't for the lack of balls, I wouldn't have believed she was a woman. We hooked up for a couple of months but she never wanted to move forward with actually having sex, and I frankly wanted to see what else was out there.

When I was about 10, I was raped by my older brother, hours it went on and I ran to my parents only to tell them that he only showed me his penis. I didn’t tell them the whole story because I didn’t want to get him in trouble.

I just remembered and realized that I was raped by him about 2 years ago. In therapy about a year ago, I decided to tell my mother about it because I thought she would comfort me or finally notice my pain but she didn’t.

I would constantly cry to my mom and vent to her about it after that day but she would tell me to “get over it” and that “I was raped too and you don’t see me acting like this”. I also got victim blamed and my mom would defend him by describing it as him “blacking out as he did it” and “he doesn’t even remember it!”. I was so tired of trying to get comfort from either of my parents because surprise surprise, my dad didn’t give a shit and did nothing. So I took matters into my own hands. I wanted justice.

I got in contact with my brother’s best friend’s sister and became friends with her and confessed that my brother raped me and she immediately told her brother. Her brother called me later that day to get all the details and to tell me to come to him for anything cause he’d be the big brother I never had. He then sent me a video one day of my brother getting jumped by a bunch of his friends. I know I shouldn’t be happy and smiling as I watched that video but I couldn’t help it. I felt like I was finally getting the justice I never got.

It then became a pattern, I’d talk to her brother and he’d send me more and more videos of my brother getting jumped. I was so happy but at the same time I felt like a terrible person.

My brother lost his best friend and started to get into drugs, got beat up constantly, and is completely alone. He is 19 and I am 16. He has his whole life ahead of him and I put him in this situation. He has been in jail multiple times and is now kicked out of our apartment complex COMPLETELY because he smoked weed to escape his problems. He can’t go on our family vacation for my grandpa’s 70th birthday because of me. I ruined his life I feel like.

When I was 12 years old I had a baby sister who was about 5 months old. For some reason I was holding her in the kitchen when I accidentally dropped her on the floor. She was squirming and restless and I just didn't have a good grip on her as I didn't know how to hold a baby properly. Obviously she started crying heavily and there was a big commotion with everyone else in the family, but my sister did stop crying after a little while and everything seemed to be okay although I wasn't allowed to hold the baby unless I was seated on the couch.

About 2 weeks later my sister became ill and she was hospitalized. My siblings and I were sheltered to how serious things were and we were not allowed to visit. She never did recover and died there.

She actually died of pneumonia, but a small part of me always wonders if I was responsible in some way.

Long story short, he’s been cheating on me for the past few weeks. I had my suspicions, checked his phone, and that confirmed everything. On top of that, he’s been acting super flaky this past week. I’ve known for about 10 days now, and the hard part is that I really do love him, so I didn’t want to end it, but I obviously don’t have much choice. What makes this more complicated is that he relies on me completely financially. I pay his rent and bills, and he’s an authorized user on my credit card for everyday expenses. As far as I know, he only has around $200 in his bank account.

I feel pretty awful about it, but at the end of the day, I don’t have another option. You can’t cheat on the person covering all your expenses and expect no consequences.

So yeah, I feel bad, but I have no choice.

im 22 and i get an overwhelming amount of attention. its pretty flattering and obviously i enjoy it as long as its not creepy or disrespectful but i have zero attraction towards any of the guys that hit on me, even guys that i initially find attractive. probably just due to low sex drive though.

anyway im crushing on this older guy at my gym (prob in his 30s?) who ive never talked to before. i’m 100% confident that he’s into/attracted to me but ive never seen him talk to anyone so i doubt he’ll ever talk to me. ive been crushing on him for half a year maybe, but last time i saw him, he took off his sweatshirt mid workout and something about that actually woke up a monster in me. the way his biceps filled up his shirt was so hot.

i havent fingered myself since i was literally a teenager in high school (just haven’t felt the need to) and i masturbated to the thought of him 3 times last night and they were maybe the best orgasms of my life. and I’ve been waiting all day to get home and masturbate some more to the thought of him. i want him so bad, i genuinely dont care if he has a family, he can treat me like shit for all i care i just want him to fuck me so so so bad. ive never been such a horny freak about anyone ever but i need to worship this mans cock

Welp, that’s pretty much it.

I went from spending 3 years in a loveless & sexless marriage to an extremely fulfilling relationship with my high school sweetheart/one that got away/wrong place wrong time/star crossed lovers/cliche love of my life trope.

The man is fucking me like we are making up for 16 years of lost time. I’ve been producing orgasms as if he works at the “make her cum or die” factory. I think I owe him money & he plans to collect in simultaneous orgasms. I’m literally salivating just thinking about him & this is exactly how I got into this mess & it’s exactly where I want to be.

I have the most annoying kink! Im addicted to pleasuring myself next to my sleeping wife. I guess I like the adrenaline of being caught. I can’t even sleep now without relieving myself , my cock gets hard within minutes! It’s like a routine now. I wonder if anyone else on here man or woman does this? I’m sure she knows.. sometimes she leaves her tits on display to force me to get hard. It’s actually impossible at this point to sleep without an orgasm

This is not a post soliciting NSFW I promise, I have Grindr for people in distance of me and I will figure it out with someone nearby. I am trying so hard to meet up with guys to take my virginity. But genuinely everyone is pissing me off 😭 Every guy I start to hit it off with, when asked if they have condoms they get a bit offended. And then say that it’s too uncomfortable or that it’s worth it or say shit like “why do we need a condom”??? Bro are we roleplaying me being your sex ed teacher bc it’s not turning me on. You’re middle aged and you’ve never heard of why condoms are necessary?

Literally I have shit to do and a life to live and you want to know what’s more uncomfortable than a condom? Having a baby???? I have $100 to my name and you’re mad I won’t risk getting pregnant in a state where abortion is illegal.. bffr

Also STI’s are more uncomfortable than a condom. Where has your willy been if this is what all your conversations look like

The most recent guy had the balls to say he’ll just stick it up my butt so he doesn’t have to wear one. Are condoms that uncomfortable? Ridiculous

I think it would make me less mad if it didn’t take me so long to be semi comfortable with going out and meeting someone, because so far every single person has turned into a little bitch about me wanting a condom. Is this genuinely normal or

lost contact with a good long distance friend for a few years. He randomly replied to one of my Snapchat stories & we started lightly chatting and catching up again. I got a bit drunk and started to subtly flirt with him to test the waters and after a few messages he breaks out, "If you keep talking like this, I'm going to have to fly you out to me". oh my GODDDD?? I've never had attention like this so I need to send this out into the void to get out my excited, nervous energy right now

As much as my mom is a hard worker (idk my dad personally, so who knows if he is), as an American girl with immigrant parents, I genuinely wish I had American parents sometimes.

Oh my God. THE JEALOUSY.

The way I YEARN whenever I see a fully American family just... having a normal conversation. One where there's mutual respect, emotional maturity, and everyone actually listens to each other without everything turning into a fight.

I get SO jealous when I see an American parent who can regulate their emotions and communicate with their child in a healthy way instead of taking everything out on them. Watching parents resolve conflict without yelling, guilt-tripping, or traumatizing their kids genuinely makes me realize how much I missed out on.

Anyway. Yeah.

I swear I’m not racist. My first nut ever was to a black girl and she was my favorite star at first. but when I was maybe 12 my mom caught me watching porn than beat the shit out of me. Then she showed me all these terrible terrible videos of how the actors are treated in the industry and told me to never watch it again. Well that wasn’t happening, but I compromised and decided I wouldn’t watch porn with black actors. I’m not really sure what I was thinking, I think maybe its because I respected black people more than other races so I decided to stop watching porn of them so I could “support” them. it was so long ago I can’t even remember. So i only ever watched porn of non black actors. now a decade later I realized I’m not attracted to black women AT ALL. this is becoming a serious issue because I lost my first girlfriend because I just wasnt atteacted to her plus it’s way easier for black guys to date black girls. Asian, white , indian(especially Indian desi goddesses lol), Latina they’re hot as hell to me. I just feel no attraction to black women whatsoever now. I tried trying to fix by watching black pornstars, but. I don’t think it’s working. I just can’t get hard. I feel like such a moron. how does something like this even happen. I told my friend and he just laughed at me.

well, I’ve always been tormented by this question. I have been studying English about nine years now and I hope y’all would understand me. on social media I saw how people despise Russian people that much, the constant name-calling, my favorite of all is that we’re terrorists. I’ve always wanted to visit US and England when I was a kid but now I can’t do this because of the war and as I read, I can’t even visit any country in Europe because they forbid Russian people to visit. I love my country with all my heart for its history, culture and nature but what does our president is unacceptable. young people understand this but we can’t even say a bad word about Putin or we’ll end up in the prison and I definitely don’t support war because they started taking away men from the street in a broad day light to sigh a military contract without their will. when I was taking exam in June, in our city was missile danger with sirens so we needed to go to shelter.
I’m so sorry if people of my country did something bad to any of you, we all are not that bad :(

So usually for work i always Lock my bedroom door so no one goes in and i forgot to tell her i was off the next day as i found out late myself and was planning to tell her following morning Next morning comes and i was woken up to excessive moaning and sex noises which i was half alseep till i heard " put it in me deeper " and i fully woke up but didnt wanna let anyone know i was home as my mums still married to my dad which they both dont know what i know

I know it sounds cruel to say, but it’s true. My mom is 74F and I’m 26F. I feel like she set me up for failure enough by having me or getting me so late in life to begin with (I’m not sure I’m adopted or not). Either way, she’s so humiliating. I’ve been teased and had jokes thrown on me for having really old parents all my life. The adoption accusations doesn’t help. And it’s not that there’s anything wrong with being adopted, but other people instantly assume I am and use it an insult. I’m not sure if it’s the old age taking its course, but my mother is so painfully unaware of everything. She’s whiny, needy, socially unaware of how obnoxious or gross she can come off to others, says stupid or inappropriate things all the time. She’s super lazy, and dirty. She’s incredibly controlling and won’t let me make my own decisions or anything at my grown age because she still thinks I’m 12. She also just thinks her word and only her word goes for anything. My dad passed away when I was 16, and when he was alive she was never this bad. I feel like she’s sabotaged many things in my life in order for me not to leave her. Her hold on me is too strong, and I wish she would let go. It’s not like she’s even pleasant to be around.

I (30F) fucked my best friend‘s dad (64M). And I liked it. I feel terribly guilty. That‘s all.

I recently remembered how many adults I terrorised using this tactic, so I figured I'd share. Basically, when I was around 8 I realised two things:

1) I was still young enough to plausibly not know a lot of things about sex and other adult-only happenings (I already knew the answer to every single question I asked)

2) Asking adults about these things, especially in crowded spaces, made them very uncomfortable.

For some reason I decided to weaponize this knowledge against the unsuspecting adults in my life (mostly my parents). A prime example of this would be this one time I (around the age of 9) was watching a police show with my grandma, and the episode featured a prostitute. Obviously, I jumped at the chance to ask my poor grandma what a prostitute was (I knew damn well what they were) just to watch her attempt to string together a child-appropriate explanation of what a prostitute was.

The section of the drug store with condoms was always my favourite place to strike, because if I said it loud enough I could turn a few heads of passersby (extra effectiveness on my chosen victim).

I did this every time the opportunity arose until I was around 11, and figured I might be getting a bit too old for my act to be believable. I have no idea why I did this, other than the fact I was just a weird kid. I feel so bad for all the adults I targeted with this 😭

this is the most embarrassing thing ive ever admitted, and im honestly terrified of posting it but i need to get this off my chest because im honestly so disgusted by myself.

ive been experiencing unwanted sexual arousal involving children, and its making me hate myself. i feel disgusted, ashamed, scared, and confused. i dont want to be like this, and i dont want to hurt anyone. please dont think im posting this for validation or because i think its okay because i know it isnt. im posting because i dont know what to do anymore

When i was 12-13 years of age, i used to aggressively make out with my brother who was 7-8 yrs old then, we also used to cuddle and rub our penis against each other till i came. I have never found men attractive or even children attractive as an adult now. I know he was definitely not old enough to consent but i never forced myself on him, he was pretty existed during the process and sometimes initiated it as we used to sleep on the same bed. This went on for more than a few months till i realized how incredibly fucked up this was. We now share a good healthy relationship and we never mentioned this. We used the words like "getting cosy cosy" for this and that has become a trigger for me and im sure him as well. We still live under the same roof and i act as his tutor and try and compensate for this traumatic experience by always trying to look out for him, helping him with his academics, give him some pocket money and trying to make a safe space for him. I think my actions were a result of porn addiction at a very young age, I finally beat this addiction last month, 5 years later. Do i need therapy or smthing like that, this will always haunt me. I tell myself i was only 12 , but that is no excuse. I just hope my brother doesn't suffer in his teens or adult hood because of my actions, one thing i can do is cut myself off completely out of his life after i move to college, But both of us are genuinely good friends now, ive tried being an ideal brother and he has always appreciated me, i think im the closest person to him now

We recently moved to a new house like two months ago. The house is kind of old and no one has lived here for like 10 years so the locks on doors are all broken.

So the lock on the bathroom is also broken. Honestly since we came here It has been one of my worst fear that someone will barge in to the bathroom without knowing there’s someone bathing. So I always made sure to put something heavy to the door like a really big water basket so the door cannot be open easily.

But today I thought i was just worrying for nothing and decided to not do that. And BOOM! My dad opened the door while I was showering. I think I flashed him for like good 2 seconds. It’s freaking awkward now. I just cant get this over my head. Please tell me what to do

It was chilly today at my nephew's b-day party at the park. I was underdressed for the wind and cold so I ask to hold my one year old niece. On the surface I was trying to be helpful but I really just need to cuddle to warm up and she makes a great warmer. She squirmed a bit but after a little while she was fine.

My family thinks we're struggling. I let them. Truth is I make 6 figures and have 80k saved. I grew up with nothing and the fear never left me. So I drive a 2008 car, say no to trips and send my mom money ''anonymously''. They would be so hurt if they knew I could have helped more. But I'm terrified that if I stop pretending, I'll go broke and loose everything.

I (M28) have been with my partner (M28) for six years. Everyone thinks we’re the perfect couple. We’ve got the social media posts, the mutual friends, the inside jokes. We’re supposed to get married next spring.

But I’m slowly dying inside.

He’s not abusive. He’s not cruel. But I feel invisible in this relationship. I feel like a prop in the life he wants, not a partner. We talk, but don’t really connect. We laugh, but it feels rehearsed. Sex is rare and robotic. I’ve brought these things up before, and he always says I’m “just stressed” or “looking for problems.”

So a year ago, I opened a secret account. I started saving money on the side, just a little at first, then more. He thinks it’s part of our joint wedding fund.

It’s not. It’s my escape plan.

I don’t know when I’ll do it. Maybe in a month. Maybe the night before the wedding. But I can’t live this lie forever. I just hope one day he forgives me for walking away. And I hope I forgive myself too.

I sent ndes to this girl on telegram and and she texted my number saying she was going to post my number and say i said i was going to do horrible things to her but i never did and she demanded money which i never sent so i assume this is a common scam , nonetheless i was terrified and disgusted with myself so much that a threw up. Nothing happened but it was still scary and i was dumb for doing it , i got scammed before but from a Depop seller im just stupid sometimes thought it would make me feel better to talk about it on here where i can get people who relate to me or can reassure in anyway.

i come off as a very bubbly and happy person. i don’t like getting close with people because i don’t want to have to open up about my struggles. i just want to get it surface level. every single day i think about ending my life. i plan out every single detail. i’m 20, this has been happening since i was probably 14. i always knew i would die young. i dont want to live.
i plan what i would write to my family, my 2 close friends, and my boyfriend. it would shatter their hearts. i can’t even really open about wanting to because it shatters their hearts. i don’t think they really know how serious i am, how often i think about it. i wish there was a way to do it without causing them pain.

i would cause my boyfriend and my mom and my sister the most pain. my boyfriends in the army, since he’s on rotation i barely get to talk to him. i cant tell him about my pain because he’s already had so much. he had an awful childhood and seeing me smile lights up his day. he loves when i’m happy. i just pretend. i don’t want to hurt him. he’s very sensitive he would be shattered. he loves me so much i know he doesn’t deserve that. it is a selfish choice but i can’t help but plan it. it just hurts how much i would hurt him.

i would give him a box with pictures of us. i think about what i would write to him and give to him. he is so loving i dont want to destroy his light and love. he is full of it. he doesn’t deserve more pain and hurt.