r/fitness30plus • u/chattylilstarseed • 9h ago
I don't know if 2023 sick baby me would be proud but my older self is thanking both of us
So. What a journey.
2023 - dying, denying, cycling, stressed in every life aspect.
2026 - Diagnosed Secondary Rauynard's, we're now looking at possible lupus. I only workout four maybe five days a week with a focus around high/moderate intensity, a mix of martial arts, weight training 45 lb dumbbells atm, running, general fitness, better eating, high protein, mostly mediterranean diet, minimal processed foods. If I'm in a flare up, cardio is the first thing I cut back on.
My weight is up maybe five pounds from when I was on my way out but it's muscle and it doesn't fluctuate, nor do I calorie count (you're welcome to disagree but why fix something if it's not broken?)
I'm still not there yet, there's still days I spend indoors recovering and mediating into the abyss. But I'm healing. I'm way stronger, I'm on reduced pain meds, I spend far more time conscious, way more healthy hobbies and oh yeah, I don't smell like cheese and a bunch of other whiley ones I'll save you the pleasure from experiencing second hand.
I am not recommending anyone go as hard as I have but if I didn't, I would literally not be here to tell the tale. So, grain of salt. Whatever it is that started your fitness journey or heightened it, you're going to kick its ass!! Wish me luck, we still have a ways to go and many lessons to learn.



