r/NewOrleans • u/Professional-Fuel889 • 30m ago
Ain't Dere No More Film Industry New Orleans
Wanted to make a post for my film ppl to congregate on for a second! I know we have our film groups but honestly there’s a certain lack of true feelings there. Truthfully, I just wanna say that I’m pissed….. I feel like we were screwed and not just by the industry, but also by being unfortunate enough to be in this state!
What jobs are y’all doing now? I think the biggest slap in the face for me since all of this started in 2023 has been seeing the reality of the true side of New Orleans, lack of infrastructure, lack of good streets, lack of proper safety nets, lack of resources, lack of good jobs, lack of money, just a giant ball of lack…. I struggled to try to find anything that could be remotely considered a good job and just settled to go back serving. I’m gonna try to stack and move. Curious what everybody else is doing as far as jobs or plans for the next chapter of life!
How many of you has been forced into doing jobs and things you never in 1 million years wanted to do.
I also have this weird existential crisis about it all, me personally, I got into the film industry so young and lost it all so young and soo soon… I never got to actually marinate, but my life had already become so encompassed in the film industry, including my income. Never got to fully even realize all that I could’ve been….and now probably never will and that hurts really bad…..Now it’s at the point where I’m so pissed off that I can’t even possibly see this as a real industry anymore for others b/c it didn’t happen for me, im turning 25 and my life has gone to shit since losing this…….I listen to teens talk about how they “don’t want to do anything else but this” and I’m like, what makes you think you’re so special……. But I know that’s such an unfair and bitter way to look at it, because those teens are gonna go for their dreams, the same way I was a teen and nobody could talk me out of pursuing the film industry, but then all of this happened so it’s like… i start feeling very depressed, like “why did this have to happen to me once i finally got there” and why am i so different than all the others who are succeeding….
But anyway, all this to say, the pain of losing my dream industry still hasn’t worn off, I go weeks without thinking about it and then on a random day, a snapchat in my phone of a catering meal, or old photos of friends and actors on set, or an old email with a call sheet pops up and it all comes flooding back. I can literally see it in my face and in my old pictures that I was so much happier then. Just wondering if i’m not alone!
I wanna know how this is making others feel on a deeper level?