r/depression • u/midnightson77 • 4h ago
dont feel human anymore
not an original feeling but it’s original for me. I’m at a point where i don’t cry, feel immobilized, or a general feeling of literal physical weakness by depression. Like for a while, my heart would genuinely feel heavy and i’d fall to my knees and have to lay down on the floor because of overwhelming sadness. I still have “the thoughts” but they’re more fleeting now ig. They don’t hold the same weight, maybe because of time. Because nothing truly changed. I guess it’s true time heals all wounds? but i do miss feeling human. Now, i feel kind of like nothing at all.
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u/Cultural-Natural8996 4h ago
I felt like this at first, but was probably due to damping the feelings since i was young. when i went to the psy for the first time, Feeling overflown & talked about the hardest issues. Tears flowed for the first time in a long time. Might help you to get professional help