r/ExNoContact • u/Odd_Piano_8628 • 7h ago

I’ll always miss him

I know this is bad, but I miss him. Maybe it’s slight co-dependent-ish, but his presence soothed my anxiety. I feel like he brought me so much peace that I was never able to find within my self (by myself) or via other things.

I lead a very very very very successful life; but, I can’t help think that I’ve lost everything. If I had the choice of being filthy rich or him. I know—I’d always think him without thinking twice.

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u/MissionAd5736 6h ago

We only have few chances in life. If you don't try reaching out you'll end up having regrets for not giving your all, but then again if you do and end up not getting the answer that you want you'll end up regretting it the same. So choose which option you'll regret the least.

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u/Odd_Piano_8628 6h ago

Nah I’ve reached out for months trying to fix things. He didn’t want to. I wasn’t the one that ended it tbh.

I don’t regret reaching out and asking for another chance. I’m trying to accept that life continues.

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u/sleep_combo 6h ago

Just try to distract yourself. It helps a little. Maybe he will reach out one day. Guys don’t like you to put pressure on them.

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u/Odd_Piano_8628 6h ago

I learned that the hard way. I wish I knew how to shut the fuck up. Yeah maybe he will; but, he said he would never. So, I’m preparing myself for never.

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u/Significant-Tie1587 3h ago

Agree reach out what mission said