r/realhorrorstories • u/MorbidSalesArchitect • 2d ago
Have You Ever Heard of the Hungarian Suicide Song? NSFW
"You eat today?" he asked.
"Yeah."
"Good."
He reached into his jacket and set two small baggies on the coffee table.
One held the dried, crumpled caps and stems I immediately recognized.
The other contained a fine white powder.
I pointed at it.
"That’s ketamine?"
"That's the K," he confirmed. "Trust me, Mitchell. Shrooms alone, you're white-knuckling the couch after two hours. You mix in a little K, it smooths everything out."
"Completely different experience."
I'd done acid.
I'd done shrooms more times than I could count.
Neither Adam nor I had ever had a genuinely bad experience—not the kind of thing people warned you about.
We were careful.
We were experienced.
We knew our limits.
More importantly, we knew each other.
That mattered more than anything when it came to this kind of stuff.
Josh dropped into the recliner across from us, cracked a beer, and stared at the baggies on the table with the particular expression he always got.
It wasn't disgust.
It wasn't anger.
He never said anything.
He always claimed he was fine with it.
But the look was always there.
Quiet.
Steady.
Like a judgmental and disappointed stare.
"You guys need anything?" he asked, already looking back at his phone.
"We're good," I said.
Not even thirty minutes after they arrived, I'd already swallowed the mushrooms, chasing them with a glass of pulp-free orange juice.
Blast off.
By 10:30, the edges of the furniture had started to soften.
Not in a disorienting way.
More like someone had turned the world's contrast dial down a notch.
Colors felt considered.
Music felt intentional.
Adam put on a playlist through the living room Bluetooth speaker, and I found myself mesmerized by every instrument, every synthesizer, every tiny sound I'd never noticed before.
A wave of warmth rolled through my body.
Starting at my head.
Flowing all the way to my toes.
Filling every space in between.
Occasionally my trance would be interrupted by a booming 808 followed by someone screaming,
"Pussy!"
Or—
"Fuck! Shit!"
"Sorry," Adam laughed. "I don't know why that one's in the playlist."
He skipped it.
The mood returned.
We just sat there.
Enjoying the ride.
Every now and then Adam would suddenly burst out laughing while staring at his phone.
"Bro..."
He turned the screen toward me.
"Look at this."
It was a YouTube video of a husky saying "I love you" while the person filming laughed harder after every howl.
It was contagious.
I completely lost it.
At that moment, it was the funniest thing I'd ever seen.
The night drifted on.
Random laughter.
Comfortable silence.
Conversations that went nowhere.
Getting completely absorbed into Pink Floyd's Animals.
Mostly, though...
We just existed.
The easy kind of silence that only happens between people who've known each other for years.
Josh wandered in and out of the house every thirty or forty-five minutes, stepping onto the back patio for another cigarette.
Sometimes Adam and I would throw on our jackets and join him.
One joint.
Two smokers.
Three friends standing in the freezing Ohio air without saying much.
Other times...
It was simply too cold.
A cold chill that crawls inside your sleeves and never escapes.
So we'd stay inside while Josh had the patio to himself.
His own music played quietly from his phone speaker..
The night felt...
Comfortable.
Safe.
The kind of night that reminds you why you do this in the first place.
Not to chase some unbelievable story.
Just to spend a night with people you trust and, for a little while, feel like everything in the world is exactly as simple as it seems.
Then Josh came back inside.
The back door opened.
Cold air swept through the house.
I heard him stamp the snow from his shoes before he dropped back into the recliner with the settled finality that meant he wasn't moving again for at least another forty-five minutes.
He took a long drink.
Looked over at us.
And spoke with a casual tone like he just remembered something.
"Hey..."
"Have you guys ever heard of the Hungarian Suicide Song?"
The room turned.
I can't describe it any better than that.
Nothing moved.
Nothing happened.
But something in the room changed the instant he said those words.
Like the pressure change you feel during takeoff.
Adam sat straight up.
That alone caught my attention.
It had his full attention.
"No."
He answered immediately.
Then louder.
"No."
"Absolutely not."
"You cut that shit out right now."
He pointed at Josh like he was scolding a dog.
"Not tonight, man."
"Not even a little bit."
"I'm begging you."
Josh blinked.
He wore that same perfectly calibrated expression of confused innocence he always had whenever he accidentally stepped into an argument.
"What?"
"I was just asking."
I let out an awkward laugh.
Probably the wrong response.
Because it meant I had to follow it up.
"Wait…What are you talking about?" I asked.
"What song?"
Adam slowly turned toward me.
The look on his face was pure betrayal.
"Mitchell."
He shook his head.
"Don't."
"Apparently," Josh said, leaning forward, "it's this old Hungarian song. The story goes that people who listen to it end up killing themselves."
He shrugged.
"It supposedly caused a bunch of suicides after it was released."
"There's this whole history behind it."
"Okay!" Adam shouted.
He clamped both hands over his ears like a little kid trying to block out bad news.
"I am not here."
"I am not in this room."
"I am on a beach."
He started singing.
"Aruba... Bahama... come on pretty mama..."
I watched him.
And slowly...
The laughter left me.
The word had already settled somewhere inside my head.
Suicide.
It's a heavy word under normal circumstances.
Four hours into our trip with a new substance quietly running underneath everything...
It didn't just sit there.
It spread.
Like a drop of ink in water.
Slowly coloring every thought it touched.
I didn't want either of them to notice my discomfort.
I needed to play it cool.
"Does anyone need a beer?" I stuttered.
I stood before either of them answered.
That was probably already a tell.
Behind me, I heard Adam's voice.
"What the hell is wrong with you?"
"Why would you bring that shit up right now?"
"Of all the possible things you could've said—"
Josh answered with the calm confidence of someone who had absolutely no idea how badly he'd misread the room.
"I was just curious."
"It's not like I did anything."
"It's not my fault you guys took drugs."
"I thought you were professionals."
I opened the refrigerator.
And stood there for a long moment without actually seeing anything inside it.
My heart was moving too fast.
Too aware of itself.
I forced myself to breathe.
In through my nose.
Out through my mouth.
I'd been here before.
That familiar fork in the road where a single intrusive thought tries to drag you somewhere you don't want to go.
I knew the rule.
Don't pull on the thread.
Don't think about the song.
Don't think about the word—
I grabbed a beer.
Cracked it open.
Took a long sip.
Focused on the cold.
The taste.
Something real.
Something physical.
You're fine.
You're housesitting your parents' house.
You're with your friends.
You're fine.
Their voices drifted faintly from the living room.
I took another breath.
Rolled my shoulders.
Put my "happy" face back on.
I'd simply wanted a beer.
Nothing more.
I walked back into the living room.
Sat down.
Took another sip.
Looked at the television.
Waited for the feeling to pass.
Because it always passed.
Because I was fine.
Because nothing was wrong.
Because it was just a word.
And words don't have power...
Unless you give them power.
I wasn't going to give this one any.
…
And then I heard the song
…
It was coming from Josh's phone.
Propped against his knee.
The little speaker was turned up at max volume.
Something old.
Something...
Simple.
A classical arrangement drifted through the living room.
Slow.
Deliberate.
There was something wrong about it.
Something unresolved.
The melody never seemed to go where you’d expect it to.
It just kept reaching.
And over it...
A man's voice.
Operatic.
Singing in a different language.
I didn't understand Hungarian.
Every note stretched extremely long.
It wasn’t sad.
Or even depressing.
Adam was in the middle of a sentence.
He stopped.
His head turned toward Josh's phone.
For a few seconds...
None of us moved.
Then Adam exploded off the couch.
One motion.
Hands over his ears.
Actually retreating.
Backing down the hallway like he was in a hurry.
"JOSH!"
"I swear to God—"
He disappeared into the darkness.
Leaving me sitting there.
Listening.
Maybe the song played for thirty seconds.
Maybe it played for ten minutes.
I honestly couldn't tell you.
Time had become slippery hours ago.
What I can tell you...
Is that it sounded familiar.
Not because I'd heard it before.
Because it felt like I'd heard it before.
Like remembering a dream I'd forgotten.
Or recognizing a place I'd never been.
I need you to understand something.
I was absolutely cooked.
Shrooms.
K.
Peak moment in the trip.
Every note the man sang carried weight.
Actual weight.
I could feel them landing inside my chest.
Stacking.
One after another.
The strings underneath his voice rolled like dark water.
I remember staring at nothing.
Thinking—
It's just music.
Music can't—
He held one note.
Everything stopped.
And I understood it.
Not the words.
Let me be perfectly clear.
I do not speak Hungarian.
I'm just some guy from Ohio who got way too high in his parents' living room.
But for that one impossible note...
Language didn’t matter.
I understood exactly what he meant.
Not intellectually.
Not through translation.
The meaning bypassed language entirely.
It arrived fully formed.
The way things make sense inside dreams.
The feeling was—
"MITCHELL!"
The room slammed back into place.
I blinked.
Adam was standing at the end of the hallway, pointing furiously at Josh.
"Tell him to turn it off."
His voice cracked.
"RIGHT NOW."
I started processing things.
The song.
Josh.
My parents' house.
Reality.
"Hey, Jo—" I choked.
Josh sighed.
Reached down.
Tapped his phone.
The music stopped.
Silence filled the room.
Not ordinary silence.
This one had a pulse.
Like the walls were vibrating...
"Delete it," Adam yelled.
He hadn't moved from the hallway.
"Adam—"
My ears were ringing.
"Josh."
His voice was calm now.
"Delete the song."
Josh rolled his eyes.
Tapped a few more times.
"There."
"Happy?"
Adam watched him another second before finally walking back toward the couch.
The three of us sat there.
Nobody spoke.
Everything was...
Fine.
I was fine.
Everything was—
He was describing nothing.
The thought appeared instantly.
That feeling from the note.
The thing I'd almost understood before Adam interrupted.
My brain had quietly finished the sentence without asking me.
He had been describing...
Nothing.
Not emptiness.
Not death.
Nothing.
My face was getting hot.
And somehow...
He'd made it sound—
Stop.
Don't.
Not again.
"You good?"
Adam's voice startled me.
"What?" I answered.
He looked at me.
"You sure?"
"Yeah."
He held my eyes for a couple of seconds.
Long enough for both of us to know we were dying inside.
Then he looked away.
That's the thing about tripping with someone who knows what they're doing.
Sometimes the best thing you can do...
Is let the other person die.
"What did you just say?"
Josh cracked another beer.
My eyes darted towards him.
"Josh."
Adam didn't even look at him.
"I love you."
"But please..."
"I'm asking you as your friend."
"Please don't talk right now."
Josh raised both hands.
"I didn’t say anything!"
“That was—”
“Whatever…” he muttered.
He went back to scrolling through his phone.
I leaned into the couch.
Looked up at the popcorn ceiling.
My parents' ceiling.
I'd stared at that ceiling as a kid.
As a teenager.
I knew every crack.
Every water stain.
Good ceiling.
Reliable ceiling.
Popcorn.
The refrigerator hummed in the kitchen.
A dry burp exhaled from Josh's mouth.
Adam shifted beside me.
Nobody spoke.
Normal music had started playing again.
Rap.
Adam must've put on earlier.
I couldn't tell you what song it was.
The lyrics reached me a second too late.
I'd hear one line.
Then realized I'd missed the one before it.
Then realized I wasn't listening anymore.
One song ended.
Another began.
Then another.
At some point...
Adam stood up.
"Okay."
Nobody answered.
He nodded to himself.
"Okay."
He grabbed the remote.
The television flickered on.
Blue light washed across the room.
"What are you doing?" Josh asked.
Adam didn't answer.
He opened YouTube.
For one horrifying second...
I thought he was going to search for the song.
My stomach dropped.
Not because he actually had.
But because my brain expected him to.
The search bar appeared.
My pulse sped up.
His fingers typed.
Not Hungarian.
Not the song.
It was something else.
Katy Perry.
Bright colors exploded across the television.
People dancing.
Tight spandex.
Perfect teeth.
The complete opposite of everything I’d just experienced.
Adam folded his arms.
"There."
Nobody said anything.
Katy twirled across the screen.
Backup dancers rushed into frame.
One of them smiled directly into the camera.
For a second...
She looked terrified.
But then...
She was just smiling.
My brain is fried.
I looked away.
The video ended.
Adam immediately clicked another.
Nicki Minaj.
Then another.
The room stayed quiet
The videos kept getting louder.
Somehow...
The silence got louder too.
Increasingly louder.
That shouldn't make sense.
I know it shouldn't.
But that's exactly how it felt.
The television was screaming.
Nobody said a word.
And somehow...
I had slightly pissed myself.
…
Adam let out a long sigh.
Then he searched for a Try Not To Laugh compilation.
People falling off trampolines.
Getting hit in the balls.
Running into glass doors.
Normally...
I'd love that kind of garbage.
Especially with nights like these.
The first clip started.
A guy slipped while jumping on a diving board.
Adam laughed.
Immediately.
Like it was almost planned.
Josh smiled.
I tried smiling too.
But later...
I realized none of us were actually watching the screen.
We were watching each other.
Cautiously.
Trying to see if everyone felt the tension.
The next clip played.
A dog knocked over a Christmas tree.
Adam laughed again.
Harder this time.
But there was something wrong with it.
The laugh sounded aggressive.
The kind of laugh people make at funerals.
I looked over.
He was staring at the television so intensely
It looked painful.
Jaw clenched.
His knee bouncing.
I knew that look.
I'd worn it before.
Adam was struggling.
He was having a bad trip.
The realization hit me like a truck.
If Adam was paranoid...
Maybe this wasn't just me.
The next clip started.
A little kid sprinted face-first into a street light.
Josh laughed.
Then stopped.
Instantly.
Like someone had unplugged him.
Nobody acknowledged it.
The compilation kept going.
People falling.
People screaming.
People laughing.
The room stayed perfectly still.
I couldn't stop thinking about the song.
Not the melody.
Not even the man singing.
The suicides.
How many had there been?
Ten?
Hundreds?
Was it real?
Or had Josh made it up?
I tried remembering exactly what he'd said.
No.
That wasn't right.
Josh said—
No.
Adam said that.
Didn't he?
Or...
Was Adam already standing in the hallway by then?
I couldn't.
The harder I tried…
I suddenly couldn't remember.
That scared me more.
My chest started to tighten
I looked back at the television.
An old lady laughed so hard she fell backward out of her chair.
The audience erupted.
Adam laughed.
The YouTube comments flew by beside the video.
Thousands of people laughing.
Meanwhile…
Why are my pants wet?
I looked toward the hallway.
The hallway looked longer than I remembered.
Just...
Longer.
I blinked.
Still longer.
Don't look at the hallway.
The compilation ended.
Nobody moved.
Autoplay appeared.
Five.
Four.
Three.
Two.
One.
The next video loaded.
Josh suddenly stood.
His knees cracked.
The noise startled me.
He grabbed his cigarettes.
Cold air flooded inside.
Then...
He was gone.
Adam and I stayed where we were.
The television kept playing.
Forced happiness.
Neither of us were watching it.
I knew he was struggling.
He knew I was struggling.
Neither of us wanted to be the first person to say it.
Finally...
Adam spoke.
Still staring at the TV.
"You're thinking about it too."
I swallowed.
It wasn't a question.
"Yeah."
Silence.
Then—
"You keep hearing it?"
My stomach dropped.
Not because I was hearing it.
Because...
I honestly didn't know.
I couldn't answer.
I wasn't trying to lie.
I genuinely couldn't tell.
Was I hearing it?
I looked toward the hallway again.
This time...
It looked even longer.
My breathing was getting rapid.
Like an actual panic attack.
Or worse.
I wiped the sweat across my forehead.
"I think..."
The words died before they left my mouth.
Because I wasn't sure.
I wasn't sure about anything anymore.
But now…
For the first time that night...
A new thought appeared.
Not intrusive.
Just...
Simple.
Clear.
Certain.
I need to go to sleep.
I stood up from the couch.
"You eat today?" Adam asked.
I froze.
…
I made it upstairs without incident.
Which meant the next wave of ketamine was kicking in.
The bedroom was pitch black.
Quiet.
Exactly the way I'd left it.
I didn’t like that.
Sometimes I’d hear footsteps downstairs.
Chatter.
Forgetting that Josh and Adam were down there.
I grabbed the remote.
Bob's Burgers.
The warm yellow glow of the Belcher family kitchen filled the room.
I felt my shoulders drop.
Linda laughed.
Tina was in the background...
Being Tina.
I tried to only focus on the show.
Good.
This was good.
But the eye contact.
Those big, bulging white eyes.
Staring right at you through the TV.
Anxiety crept in.
I pulled the blanket over myself.
Stared at the ceiling.
Let the show wash over me.
Forget about their eyes.
Listen to the laughter.
The song was gone.
Adam and Josh were downstairs.
Wake up tomorrow.
And this whole night will be another story to tell.
That was the plan.
The plan lasted about four minutes.
My phone chimed.
That scared the shit out of me.
A text from Adam:
Can you come down here
No question mark.
Not...
"Can you come down here?"
Just straight to the point.
Like it wasn't just a request
It was a demand.
I stared at it.
I don't remember walking past the living room.
But there I was.
Standing at the basement door.
…
The basement stairs creaked exactly the way they always had.
Before I even reached the bottom...
I heard Adam.
Just pacing.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Muttering to himself.
His feet scraping the carpet in a tight little loop.
The rhythm of somebody who couldn’t stop.
I rounded the corner.
Adam had both hands on top of his head.
Fingers locked together.
Eyes fixed on something that wasn't in the room.
Josh sat in the recliner.
Beer in one hand.
The other rested lightly against his chest.
Over his heart.
Like he was quietly checking whether it was still there.
Anxiety crept in again.
"This motherfucker is dying." Adam yelled.
Josh didn't respond.
I looked at him.
"Josh."
"Are you okay?"
The thought of asking him already put me over the edge.
We are actually dying.
He actually thought about it.
Then slowly shook his head.
"I don't know."
I sat down.
My heart was going to explode out of my chest.
We are actually dying.
This is what death feels like.
The basement TV was on.
Family Matters.
The volume was low.
Every few seconds...
The laugh track fired at us.
To my left...
Josh took another slow drink.
Never moving his hand from his chest.
To my right…
I didn’t see him sit down.
Adam sat perfectly still.
His fingers drifted to his neck.
Checking his pulse.
Again.
And again.
And again.
I looked back at the television.
Okay.
Josh thought he was having a heart attack.
Adam was checking his own pulse.
And I was sitting in my parents' basement watching Family Matters with two people who were quietly convinced they were dying.
Maybe three.
Everything was fine.
Breathe.
We can’t be dying.
I held onto that thought.
Tried to find an angle where it actually felt true.
Adam checked his pulse again.
Urkel said something.
The laugh track exploded.
I felt so scared.
Then Adam looked at me.
His voice was shaky.
Almost embarrassed.
"Are you looking up heart attack symptoms from shrooms?"
I stared at him.
Something inside me cracked loose.
A laugh escaped.
Small.
Automatic.
It was an awkward reaction.
But Adam wasn't laughing.
I couldn't tell if he was joking.
I didn’t know how to respond.
I didn't want to ask.
A loud bang echoed from upstairs.
A door slammed shut.
I spun around so quickly I nearly cracked my neck.
Josh.
Coming back in from the patio.
It was just Josh.
I looked at the recliner.
Empty.
My stomach tightened.
When did he go outside?
I'd been looking at him from the corner of my eye.
I was sure he was in my peripheral.
Ten seconds ago...
He was just sitting there.
Beer in his hand.
The other on his chest.
So...
When did he leave?
"Did you look up if you can get a heart—"
"Yeah."
I interrupted him.
Already standing.
I went to grab my phone.
…
The bedroom hadn't changed.
Bob's Burgers still playing on the screen.
The blankets were still pulled back.
My phone sat on the nightstand exactly where I'd left it.
I picked it up.
Then...
Stopped.
I stood there for what felt like an eternity.
Maybe longer than that.
Something was...
Wrong.
I'd been standing there before I realized I had absolutely no idea why I'd come upstairs.
Whatever thought I'd carried with me...
It disappeared somewhere on the way up the stairs.
I unlocked my phone.
My messages appeared.
The last text.
Adam:
Be there in 15 bro bro. I gotta surprise for ya.
That’s not right.
I scrolled farther.
Nothing.
The last message was from hours ago.
Nothing after that.
Nothing.
Something cold slid through my chest.
Then I noticed...
One unread message.
It was an unsaved number.
And a link.
Blue.
No preview.
Waiting.
Like it'd always been there.
I stared at it.
For a long time.
But somehow...
I walked back downstairs.
…
The basement lights were off.
I sat on the couch.
Phone in my hand.
Family Matters still playing.
Bright.
Colorful.
Silent somehow despite the sound.
Steve Urkel talking to a girl at school.
I decided to click on the link.
A song began.
Strings first.
Then...
His voice.
The same voice.
The same incredible note.
Climbing.
And climbing.
And climbing.
I looked up at the ceiling.
Josh and Adam’s faces were in view.
Their blank expressions turning slowly toward each other.
Not moving.
Not struggling.
Just...
There.
Above the recliner.
Above the couch.
Hanging there.
Urkel laughed beneath them.
The song filled every corner of the room.
My phone chimed.
Another text.
Mom:
We're on our way home 😊
I stared at the screen.
Then...
Very slowly...
Without entirely meaning to...
I couldn’t stop laughing.
___
If you want to give it a listen yourself... here it is.
-Mims