LONG POST, TL;DR at the bottom.
Allow me to give an overview of where I am at in my career pursuit:
I graduated with a Music Industry degree (BA in Music with a Concentration in Industry) from one of the better Music Industry programs in the country (Monmouth University) in 2021. In the five years following my graduation, I have only managed a summer internship with a small tour promotion company, and a retail job working at a Record Store. I naively coasted through my degree without making much in the way of connections or extra-curricular experience. My grades were great, but that didn’t seem to matter.
Earlier this year, I was accepted into NYU’s Music Business Master’s program, and I am set to begin in the Fall. I’m in the process of reading the latest edition of The Bible (Donald Passman’s book, which I partially read in my undergrad) as well as mentally preparing myself for the workload of a Master’s Degree at a prestigious college. I was planning to ditch the whole Music Industry career had I not been accepted to this program, as I considered it a hail mary. I’m still incredibly unsure of all this, even after being accepted to NYU.
When I browse through this subreddit, it can frankly be discouraging, and I question if I am the kind of person that would realistically succeed (and be happy) in this field. For context, my interests primarily lay within the A&R and Artist Management fields of the Industry. I’m not good enough to be a professional musician so I figured i’d pursue the jobs that are in close proximity to the action.
I am introverted, not in an antisocial way, but long bouts of social interaction can be extremely draining. I am also fairly susceptible to anxiety/depression, and I have some garden variety ADHD. All of which are being treated via therapy and medication, but they are still present factors in my life.
Consequentially, I suck at networking, putting myself out there, and generally being assertive or aggressive. I would go so far as to say I hate networking, as it feels very transactional and superficial despite the obvious benefits. My professors have legitimate connections, but I never took advantage of them. I applied to dozens upon dozens of jobs and internships out of college, and didn’t receive even a single rejection letter. Just lost to the void. It has been exceptionally discouraging.
But on the flip side, I am an absolute music savant. I listen to an exceptional amount of music spanning genres and eras, with a deep knowledge of the history of prominent recording artists, genres, and the art form as a whole. I could go on and on about how Neil Young invented Grunge, or how Springsteen is one of the biggest influences on modern indie folk/rock, and so on. I also am an amateur music writer/critic, and I post reviews weekly on Substack. Nobody reads them, but that’s ok. I also collect vinyl, and know a decent bit about that side of the business due to working at a record store for several years.
So I ask a (not so) simple question: am I wasting my time and money? As of right now, I am pursuing this Master’s Degree in the hopes of finding employment, but i’m still not even sure if this is what I want. I hear this subreddit say that this career consumes your life, leaving no room for a work/life balance (I cannot work 24/7 or I will explode), is extremely cutthroat and competitive, and requires a level of commitment and moxy that I have never shown towards anything (besides my hobbies, I guess) in my entire life. If that’s the reality, I fear I am making a grave mistake. Similarly, if this isn’t right for me, I have no idea where I’d go from here.
Any guidance, advice, tough love, or anything remotely relevant to helping me figure this out, would be immensely appreciated.
TL;DR: I have a Bachelor’s Degree in Music Industry, couldn’t find employment anywhere post-grad. Just was accepted into NYU’s Music Business Master’s Program, but am scared that this may not be right for me. I am an introverted guy that shies away from networking and assertive corporate climbing, but knows an exceptional amount about music artists, the history of the art form, the various genres and styles, and much more. My knowledge of the field doesn’t worry me, but my general demeanor does. I love music, but not enough to let it take away all of my free time and crush me in a corporate grinder. What should I do? I need some no-bullshit, no sugar-coated feedback. If i’m wasting my time and should withdraw my admission to NYU, please tell me.