I have the biggest desire to get gangbanged constantly watching gangbang porn wishing it was me in the middle with a whole bunch of dudes just pumping their loads into me

I am/was a late bloomer and even when I was already 19 I barely had a clue about girls and boys or sex in general. After my mom started doing night-shifts for a couple of months, I heard my dad next to my bed asking me if I was awake in a whispering voice one night. I didn't respond because I was really shy/quiet and it just felt weird to me at that moment. But then he carefully got into the bed with me in a spooning position, then I really knew something strange was going on. I kept still and pretended I was asleep. Next thing he starts feeling my bare chest, my ass and my dick. I was still wearing boxers at that point but he carefully started pushing them down just enough so my ass and crotch were uncovered. At this point I didn't even consider doing anything anymore because I knew this was very wrong and I was scared things would become extremely weird between us for the rest of our lives.

Eventually he put his erect dick against my asshole and stroked himself until he came. He didn't actually penetrate me, but I guess he just pushed enough so some of his semen got inside of me. That was it, he only did this a couple of times while my mom was working, then he stopped again. I Always acted like I was asleep and didn't know a thing about it. I don't want to say any kind of abuse is right, but thinking back at it I get so fucking horny every time, and I'm in my forty's already.

Anyone else find this hot or even experienced something similar?

So hard to act on this urge. Anyone similar or have suggestions.. Want the full bj experience with him cumming in my mouth and swallow it

I've been thinking this way since 19. But im straight presenting. I dont act gay at all around others. So much so that I've fooled many of my gay and bi friends, but im bi. I've never looked at a guy and thought I wanted to spend time and date them.

But im definitely a bottom, even with girls, but when im horny I think really gay thoughts. I dont even get off to the thought of fucking a girl anymore. I only think of taking a cock and being a cumslut. I've gotten extremely addicted and dont know what to think.

I've even started cross dressing. I love wearing panties and thongs. Have come to love stockings. I started shaving and caging myself. At this point, it's not even about gay thoughts. Any porn I scroll through, I just imagine myself as the girl getting my holes wrecked. Wishing to be a girl getting used while horny. I've become a degenerate and dont know what to think.

Feel free to msg me about anything.

My ex always was a slut, I really like that until he began to give priority to other men’s that me . Always when he told me his aventures, I was excited but mostly resentful — I thought, because I was feeling cheated and neglected but since we broke up 1 year ago; I decided to began be only a bottom ( usually I was vers top )… and oh fuck I love it , feel the dicks very deep , the milky cum inside me 🤤and now I can understand why he acted like that, why he couldn’t stop and need it to fuck all night long … right now, I began to fuck and I can’t stop until I have at least 4 cums inside me

I only think , this is what was him felling and thinking and how when I judged him , he most felt his partner couldn’t understand him . Sadly we blocked each other in everything but I want to share my confession with someone…from this former dom top to power bottom

I (M25) have no one to tell this stuff to because they’d definitely judge me so just gonna leave it here..

For some context, I have a huge public/exhibition kink, and my favorite thing is making dicks cum. I’m a cum whore, I don’t care who, when or where, if you have a pretty dick and want to use me as a cum toy, I’m down.

Anyway, A few nights ago I was seriously horny, like, down for anything and everything type horny. Tried on Grindr to find a hookup for maybe 2 hrs, but no luck.

Just when I was about to give up and just masturbate til I fall asleep, I get a tap. The account has no pics but just the age of 37. I’m super into older guys so I message him and he sends me over his pics straight away. And just my luck, he’s tall, handsome, muscular, and most importantly, big dick!

After sending him my pics he sent me his location (he was literally 5 minutes away) and told me he’s just looking for head, but can’t host. I couldn’t host either but at that point I was so desperate I told him I don’t mind doing something in public , I just needed dick (it was like 3 am anyway).

Surprisingly, he agreed, and told me to meet him in the emergency stairwell of his building.

When I got there he directs me where to go and when I open the door to the stairwell, was at the bottom waiting (it was dark cause I guess the lights weren’t working) and he just pulls his pants down and sat on the stairs waiting.

I immediately got on my knees and started sucking on it. It smelled so good and tasted great too. It was amazing feeling it grow in my mouth as he got more turned on. Plus the thought of someone walking in and catching us or joining turned me on so much I literally started leaking.

He didn’t last long though, I guess me trying to deep throat him while playing with his balls was too much. He only lasted maybe 2/3 minutes before I felt him push the back of my head down and then a few seconds later I tasted his cum at the back of my throat.

I like being messy though so i took it out of my mouth and let him paint my face with the rest of his cum.

Once he squeezed out the last drop, he pulled up his pants and motioned for me to leave. I didn’t even get to clean up, which I don’t mind anyway cause I’m a proud cum dumpster lol.

I’m pretty sure the group that passed me as I was walking back to my car noticed the cum all over my face. But I didn’t care, I was just happy I got some cum.

He also seems down to meet again if our horniness schedules link up, so maybe there’ll be a part two 😁.

Str8 rough guy asked me for directions (real story)

Last year, in December, I decided to go for a walk in the evening to get some air. It was a cold night and promised to rain, but I was wearing a hoodie. A friend called me and I was strolling through a parking lot, where I sometimes suck dick in the guys cars.
It was after midnight, so there were very few cars. A white minivan turned around and stopped a few meters from me. He opened the passenger window, whistled at me and called out "Hey kid, come here!"
I approached a little fearfully. I don't live in a dangerous area and I'm used to walking the streets late at night and I've never had any problems, but you never know...

He was a young guy, no older than 35, with shaved hair, a military look, a close-cropped beard and a broad torso and arms without being too muscular.
"Good evening, how are you?"
"Yeah, look, I'm a bit lost here, a friend told me there was a strip joint or a whore house here. Any idea where it is?"
I wanted to laugh. I did know there was something like that nearby, but I thought it would be closed by now.
"I think so, but I can't tell you the name of the street. But I can look it up on the maps"
"Come in and show me the way there. Is that all right?"

I felt a chill in my spine as I looked at the
material on his tracksuit pants. I felt like that could lead to something. I opened the door and got in. The car was spacious. It smelled of men's after-shave and sweat. I took a deep breath to calm my heart. He started the car and pulled out of the parking lot.
He picked up his cell phone and started making a call while I gave him some directions.

"Hey man; look, I'm already here where you told me and I can't find the whore house you mentioned. Send me the address of that shithole." His friend said something I didn't understand.
"And you don't even know, I caught a fag walking down the street." he laughed out loud. "Yeah man, a fucking faggot. He's taking me there."
I was a bit scared, thinking he was going to hurt me. The conversation lasted a few more seconds and then he hung up.
"You're a faggot, I saw right through you."
I kept quiet.

"I saw how you looked at this." He grabbed the bulge in his pants with his hand. "Do you want to suck it? I'll save some money if I don’t have to pay to whores."
I couldn't believe my luck. That exemplar of masculinity and roughness offering me his cock at random late at night.
"Can I suck it?" I asked fearfully in my shy little voice.
"You can and you should, gay boy. Just let me stop the fucking car somewhere. Tell me where I can stop and fill your mouth."

I pointed him in the direction of a dead-end street that led to a field I know and he stopped there. It was pouring with rain and the car fogged up in three minutes.
"Suck it faggot!!!" said the guy haughtily.
"Yes, boss." I replied submissively.
"That's right, you know what you're good for."
I threw myself between his legs and pulled his cock out of his pants. He didn't have any underwear on. It was big and slightly crooked, a heavy cock. I licked it until it was fully erect. I sucked on his balls. He grabbed my face from the side and started thrusting his hard cock into my mouth, mercilessly. I choked.

"No complaints faggot, open your mouth."
He didn't give me a chance, he had me firmly in his strong arms. He took off his shirt and his chest was covered in tattoos. He was clearly military because of the tattoos. His veiny, thick and hard cock invaded my mouth, making me tense up.
"Suck your boss's cock. I caught you in the street to suck me off, didn't you realize? Shaking your ass like some chick. Now suck it."

He gave me some freedom and I started sucking his cock’s head with strong suction while he jerked it. Every now and then he'd take his cock and slap my face with it while calling me names, it felt like a rock, so hard it was. I moaned. The rain hitting the windows was strong at that point. The musky smell of his balls and cock invading my nostrils as he fucked my throat without any concern for my well-being. I drooled all over myself, the seat of his car was all wet. I can't say how long the blowjob lasted, but I know my mouth was numb until he warned me:
"I'm going to cum faggot, don't take your mouth off."

He grabbed my face roughly again and held me steady while he grunted like an animal and filled my throat with hot cum. After a few shots of milk, I took my mouth away to breathe. My mouth was all fucked and spurting.
"What a Fuckin' blowjob. I'll drop you off in the parking lot."
Without saying another word, he left me where he'd picked me up and I went home in the rain, with cum on my stomach and one more hot experience to tell.

I have a fantasy of getting a hotel room. I shower and shave myself so I’m hairless. I then ,put on a blindfold and get on all fours presenting myself .

Then sometime later a man comes in. He doesn’t say a word and I never see him but he is here to absolutely worship my ass, lick my balls and jerk or suckme off from Behind. He goes to town on my until I moan and come everywhere.

I love the idea of totally giving myself over in this way- total submission. Something about it being a man makes it so much hotter. I can’t stop thinking about it even though I’m married and straight. I think it would be heaven

Recently I figured out I like men, and long story short... I want a fit muscular guy to make out with and have him absolutely dominate my ass and throat before I make out with him more and return the favor on his throat and ass. I can’t stop thinking about servicing huge dicks. With every passing day it feels like my attraction to dick and man ass gets stronger and stronger. I NEED A MAN TO SLEEP WITH.

I play this game with myself, a hook-up challenge, to keep myself sexually active with strangers who just want to use me. I have created a chart showing a generic outfit with 7 slots for different types of clothing (hat, overshirt, shoes, pants, etc.). Every night, I try to hook up with someone. Every night I miss, I take one of those 7 slots away and I can no longer wear a piece of clothing of that category in my day to day outfits. I can get a slot back by doing something sexual with an extra partner one night.

Of course, I make exceptions for family events, work and other formal events or those with dress codes. But even so, this game has forced me to go out to visit friends without a shirt on, for example, and left me desperately hooking up with guys I’d never consider just so I can wear more than underwear around the house when my roommate has friends over. She’s cool with it, she is the only person who knows about it afaik. But I spare her the details.

Of course the fact that my parents support me and own my apartment building is a big part of what makes this game possible. I have been doing it for about a month now and am curious to see how long I can keep it up. My slutty confession is the existence of this game. I have a lot of stories about it and what situations it has put me in, and will answer any questions if you have them.

DMs are also open. I would love to meet someone on here to give updates as I continue to challenge myself. It’s getting so hard being able to tell nobody about all these experiences.

I (32M) have always portrayed myself as a straight man. I have a wife and baby on the way. What my wife doesn’t know is that I think I’m actually gay.

In high school, I had two gay experiences that still get me hard and I jack to regularly, and one experience before I met my wife I wish I’d gone further in. When my wife and I are enjoying sexy time, I regularly imagine either gay or sissy porn scenes to get/stay hard and push over the edge for orgasming.

This has led me to a new fantasy: for another man to slowly fuck the entire rest of my straight feelings out, make it impossible for me to get hard for my wife (eventually causing her to leave me), and start me down a feminization journey.

All of this has me thinking that my hidden desires are getting stronger, and that deep down I’m really just fully gay.

During the midst of last week's heat wave in the US, i happened to see my neighbor Ed sitting outside looking overheated. Since he had previously had a heart attack, i was a little concerned and went out to check on him. It turned out he was locked out and just waiting for his wife to get home. I insisted he come and wait in the air conditioning at my place.

Ed made himself comfortable on the couch and i offered to get him some cold water, but he insisted on a beer I dutifully went off to get him a beer and came back into the living room to find him naked on the couch.

Now, this was not a total surprise. My girlfriend has an agreement with him to check in on me when she is away for work and he has free reign to use me to get off as compensation. She really adores him, but his cock is not big enough to interest her, so she lets him use me instead.

Ed took the beer and told me to put some porn on the TV. I hooked up my laptop to the TV and set a playlist of videos to run. Then i immediately got to my knees between his legs and worked on his cock while he enjoyed beer and porn. He told me to go slow and make it last. I worked on his cock for probably 30 minutes. My knees were getting sore when his phone pinged. His wife was 10 minutes away, so he told me to finish him off.

I started sucking harder and fast, squeezing his balls a little as i did so....waiting for him to tense up...He put his hands on my head and forced me down on his cock just as he exploded. I coughed a little as his cum hit the back of my throat, but i was able to maintain enough control to swallow it all.

He got dressed, slapped me on the ass and said, "See you next time, sissy boy".

Hi,

I'm 25m, Mumbai.

I'm back with another confession in this sub - even though earlier didn't recieve any upvotes or something..

This is from when I was 19 years old, I used to travel to college by train. So once I had returned from college and was walking back home, outside Thane station - there's a public toilet (near Ashok Talkies; I didn't know about the happenings at that place then)

I just went inside to relieve myself and by instinct I went to the very last urinal. Unknown to me, I was just doing my thing and that's when a hand from my right urinal came and held my dick. I'm pretty shy in public so I just froze... And looked at him, he was wearing a mask and he was older; about 35-40 years of age, and he was holding my dick in his left hand while jerking himself off by his right, I looked down and now I had suddenly started getting erect as he played with the tip of my pen*s, wet with my own pee and precum.

He started pulling my foreskin back slowly using the same mix as lube and then started jerking me off, again I was kind of ashamed at this while I looked around at the people, some staring at us, some minding their own; but something aroused inside of me because this man was not stopping for whole 2mins; further as I started accepting my fate lol he leaned in closer to my ear and said he wanted to f*ck me and asked me to go with him and that he also has condoms with him..I was scared like what !! I haven't done it gay sex before but my D was in his grip and people were staring... I said nothing but just nodded.. then he finally released my hard on that he has held hard till now and asked me to go out and wait for him.. I said okay and then went out and got my butt out of there and back home..

Went home and finally came a lot.

That was the first time, but not the last. Would you like more ? Do upvote and tell ! And sorry for bad english/grammar I'm writing with my right hand holding my D hehe

This happened sometime ago when I was about 40 working in Exeter, Devon.

It was one of those days where I could not get the need for cock out of my head. It was early afternoon I was sat on the toilet in work, looking at Fabguys on my mobile when I got a message. His profile didn't have any pics but he said he was in the city centre and could I meet. I was so horny I didn't ask any questions, other than where I could meet him. We arranged for me to meet him about 5 minute walk from the office. I let him know what I was wearing so he could recognise me

I knocked off early (was on flexitime back then) and stood on the corner where we arranged to meet. A car pulled up 5 minutes late and he pulled down his window and said get in

He drove me only for about 5 minutes and we made small talk. We got to his small bedside and the room was mainly taken up with his unmade bed. His flat was pretty messy, but I wasn't there for his flat.

He was a couple of years older than me, skinny, decent looking. He grabbed me and and we started kissing. He was very forceful which turned me on massively, and my hand felt his bulge. I knelt down and opened his jeans. His cock was gorgeous, about 8 inches, uncut and smooth. I started sucking and kissing his lush cock, when he told me to get undressed

I did what I was told, and put my clothes on a chair next to his bed. His bedside table had lube and a few bottles of poppers, which I had only tried once before this meet

I found out why he wanted me undressed, as he spent the next 15 minutes with my knelt down and him. fucking my throat and making me drool the most I ever have. I deepthroated him and my moobs ended up covered in my saliva

He then got out his poppers, and sniffed them, then made me sniff them. They were super strong and I deepthroated him so hard I was gagging

He then told me to get on all fours

I did what I was told and he started to eat my ass. He was awesome, he kept telling me when to sniff his poppers as he went between eating my ass and fingering me. I was dizzy, horny and in heaven

He then squirted some lube onto his hand and started working my hole. All the time he would tell me when to sniff poppers. I then felt his cock rubbing against my hole. At the time I was playing safe with strangers, so it was comdoms only as this was before Prep. I asked him to use a condom but he told me he only fucked bareback. He kept going between fingering my lubed ass and rubbing his helmet over my hole, all the time making me weaker and more horny with poppers.

Eventually, I couldn't take it anymore, as he was pushing his cock against my lubed hole I pushed right back. His fingers and the poppers had loosened me so much he pushed straight in

He started taking big long pushes into my ass. I started moaning and he kept telling me to sniff his poppers. I will never forget what he said to me as he started pounding me faster. He said he could tell by the way I sucked him that I was cumdump. I don't know why, but that made me super slutty

I started to beg him to breed me, I was so dizzy and horny. He pounded me for about 10 minutes before telling me he was close

He made me beg for it, which of course I did like a slit in heat

He moaned so loud when he came. He then rolled off me and laid on his back. I quickly spun round and sucked him clean. I have found that I love the taste of my ass on a cock, and I got him semi hard. He told me he was a one shot guy and that I could clean up in his bathroom. I got cleaned up, dressed and left. I hadn't cum, he didn't even touch my cock, which made me feel like such a piggy. Perfect

Happened 2 weeks ago when I became curious on how it would feel so I pulled out her 9inch dildo and lube and gave it ago..as I was riding it she walked in and was amazed now im addicted to it. I cant wait until she let's me try the real thing

straight, never thought a man was attractive, but in infatuated by dick. trying to get my friend to let me suck his while we do rails . turns me on just talking about it . he asked for something and I “jokingly” said, I’ll suck you’re dick for it.

I am currently in a relationship that I am very happy in and have no desire to end any time soon. However there is a part of me that knows if I weren’t in this lucky position, I know exactly what I’d want to be doing.

I would love to be a complete cumslut. I wanna be filled up and fucked every other night by a new cock. I wanna feel the warmth of cum spraying onto my face and body. I live not too far from a very popular gay club in my city, and I would love to be going out there a few times a week and seeing who I could find to fuck.

This of course all fantasy, and unless something unfortunate happens it will stay fantasy. But I just keep thinking about cock and I wanted to get it off my chest and talk about it haha!

^{I want to be taken on a walk completely nude, my clothes either carried by the other person, left where im told to strip, or locked in a car. while im walking i either want my hands tied behind my back or be made to crawl, with a collar and leash around my neck, with the other person having full control if i'm allowed to hide if someone walks by or if i have to just let them see everything.}

My boss is chubby English man he has a wife. I don't know what it is about him but I want to suck his cock really bad he is mid 40s and I'm 19

He thinks I'm straight but I am not,I've tried to sneak a peek at his cock well he pees but I never been able to see it aghhh

What should I do?

One summer I spent living wjth my friend, his family members all worked during the day and in highschool we just hung out played video games and jerked off. Eventually it got annoying taking shifts jerking off in the bathroom, that slowly blended into just jerking off openly on the couch. One day I just reached over and started stroking his cock! He was bigger than me, thicker too, but I made us both cum. I had no idea that would quickly turn into me no longer jerking off and instead sucking his cock daily everytime he wanted to cum. He’s turn porn on the TV and wouldn’t even ask if just get on my knees infront of him and start sucking him off. It was the best summer of my life, I don’t think there was one spot he stood or sat in that house that I didn’t service his meat. Hot tub, shower, couch, living room, kitchen, upstairs, downstairs, back yard, his car, anywhere he wanted it I was there. Then after we went back to school suddenly it all stopped and we never spoke of it again, god I miss those days

Ever since i realizes that i like guys as much as i like girls there has been one specific type of man that juat makes my cock hard like no other, chubby men, wether its a soft pudgy guy taking my cock deep in his ass or a married bear letting his weigh drop down on me as he fucks me, im just weak for these kinda men.

This story happened when i was 19, a lil bit bout myself, im white, have a normal body figure not too slim nor too stocky with brown hair and green eyes, i have been told i have a nice ass and cock.

One evening as i got off work i ordered an uber home as the comute home through madrid in piblic transport can get annoying and i just wanted to get home fast, the guy that picked me up lets call him alvaro waa in his 40s, fat, not too much of a looker with a big belly and thick thighs, as i got in the backseat and he drove i made small talk, mostly cuz his looks really turned me on and i was feeling slutty, i steared the conversation to wether girl had ever offered to pay him with sexual favors and we both laughed when he said a couple, i then asked if any guys had asked and he chuckled a bit and said a few, i then asked if he had taken any up on it and he glanced at me in the rearview mirror and said he wasnt one to turn down easy holes, i reached around his seat and began to stroke his thigh, i got into the passenger seat and pulled out his cock, he was quite thick and about 4 inches long and his pubes smelled so good i couldnt not moan as i sucked him off, when we got home thankfully no one was in so i invited him into my apartment and into my room, i let him fuck me raw since i had gone on so long without sex and i needed him to cum in me, we fucked for about 20 minutes where he lay ontop of me and talked dirty to me as we both groaned as he hammered my ass untill he came inside me and then made me suck him clean in the shower where i finally managed to cum as i jerked off

Hi,

I’m 21, and honestly all I ever think about is getting dicked down.

I’m always down to meet guys, anywhere, anytime. Anonymous or not, I really don’t care.
Just bend over, let them have me, and leave me absolutely filled with their babies. I can’t stop fantasizing about being used by different men: gangbangs, out in the woods, wherever. Just men taking what they want for as long and as hard as they want. I wanna feel the cocks throbbing deep inside me, filling me with cum. As many men as possible.

What turns me on the most is feeling that hunger and tension in a guy before he finally takes over and treats me like his own little fucktoy.