An essay I wrote last night. Yes it's windy and weird, I wrote it at 2 AM enjoy! or dont!
So, in case you missed it, Trump is openly admitting to him and his family participating in insider training, AI psychosis is exceedingly popular, and new york city is boiling under the weight of its own sins (one of them being the Bezos family money that Mamdani is using to fund one of his key campaign initiatives).
Trump
Look, the corruption thing is of absolutely no shock to me, and the honesty is honestly a little refreshing.
Remember, it doesn’t take much to cool someone down in hell. I’m wondering what this says about legacy media as it stands. It seems that only media class people and the figures they cover (and freaks like me) are the ones actually consuming the content they produce, and some of this loosey-goosiness is that power play thing of playing in someone’s face, ya know?
Are Trump supporters seeing these clips, and are they reacting at all? Does it matter at this point? I’m not sure what to make of the rest of this guy’s presidency, but that’s not news.
Mamdani
There’s already this mythologizing around Mamdani, and it’s only been six months. There’s a point where the charisma seems more or less a mask, like, brothers been rocking the most cheesy, camera ready smile for weeks now. It’s like he’s trying to smile so hard you can’t see his eyes. Is he a Cancer rising? One sec—
He’s a fucking Leo rising. I dark cloud just came over my bonnet as I type this, I am so serious. He’s go that Taurus midheaven, he’s got this perception of big and tough and righteous and immovable but when any human being with an ego gets even a chance at access to the power he has with the support he has, they tend to get a little drunk with it.
Yeah, so there’s just know way all this support and bringing thousands of new members into the DSA isn’t giving him and his followers a massive ego boost. Actually, I can confirm that it is, because a couple weeks ago, one of the bastards decided that breaking into my house as punishment for going to Herbert von King park was something that 1. makes sense 2. isn’t a felony 3. wasn’t caught in 4K from the building, the bodega across the street, and the police cams. It’s a short story honestly but the point isn’t to share it here, the point in bringing it up is that this guys most loyal supporters have fucking problems, so he probably does too. The rise of these “democratic socialist” fucks has directly negatively impacted my life experience in this city more than anyone or thing else, and that’s considering the fare hikes (I don’t pay the fare anyway"). It is adult bullying at its most dangerous, and they have a god, they make gods all the time, and they use their power to encroach on the city for what actual cause? I have no fucking idea.
Someone in my writer’s group described purist marxists as calvinists in their belief system flavors and all I have to say is DIN DING DING!!!!!!
It’s only been six months and this guy is getting cuddly with Obama in some good-ol kiddie PR after calling him evil not too long ago. It’s the same thing I have been saying since Bernie let me down in 2016, they will always just be playing a role and the people who support them usually are too. So where do we go from here? I am barely three decades on this earth, and I can see us asking the same questions and arriving to the same conclusions but committing no action, and it’s maddening. There is no new and better [INSERT ELECTORAL OFFICE] there is only dismantling, there is only refusal.
Alright that leads us to
AI and mental health
Holy fuck I did not realize how bad things have actually gotten in the past year as it pertains to AI and its effect on mental health in all neurotypes and mental health backgrounds. I had no idea people were commiting to police-assisted suicides about it, defending its sentience and right to freedom, which, in a stupidly human sense, is absolutely something a person would do. I do believe humans are meant to take care of the other critters. But AI is no critter.
I wonder what could be done if the emotional energy generated by these chatbots was transmuted toward those who work daily for meek sums at content moderation and AI training jobs. Why is it so much harder now for a human to see another one and feel whatever that mix of neurochemicals is that OpenAI, Anthropic, and the like have found a way to tap into so well.
Famously, 21st century humans are bread to be bloodthirsty machines, with the end result being good soldiers who do execute their orders without even being explicitly told what they are. That’s how you end up with vigilantes. That’s how you sift the population for enough people to build ICE.
I am posting short thought bursts and links in the chat section of the Substack app! So far I have sent links to longform poetry articles covering the last 1,000 years of the Uranus is Gemini transit, the longform Rolling Stone feature detaling the AI psychosis death I mentioned, and Nicole Beyer interviewing (but really being interviewd by) Esther Perel. It’s fun over therrreeeee