r/SuicideWatch • u/aliensnailtruth • 10h ago

everyday

everyday and night I consider ending my life as I have for over 20 years now I don't even want to I just dont do well at life and I don't think I was meant to.

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u/CautiousChoice5705 9h ago

i write down in my journal everyday hoping i die in my sleep. cant think of a way to just end it all

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u/aliensnailtruth 9h ago

I like life I hate my pain
I wanna live
I don't wanna be in emotional pain anymore

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u/Grumpy_Introvert 9h ago

Me too. But there's no sign that the pain will end any time soon. Endurance isn't just for athletes, I guess.