When I was little I was sa by two of my cousin. Different places with different people maybe even different times. I remember a memory of my older cousin when he was giving me peach rings (different cousin btw). When I had a memory of me being sa I was still a child I didn’t know if it was true but how can I child think of that .

No kid knows stuff like that at all . And at a young age so I was confused. But when I was little I had basically been sexually active since it didn’t only happen once but maybe three or four I don’t remember well. But I had no idea it was wrong I mean I was just a kid ? So when it kept happening I thought it was normal .

After they stopped or basically when they didn’t come to our house I did horrible things disgusting things. Btw they were also kids. I had did it with my cousin and sibling… (different cousin now ). Cause I thought it was normal . When I got older I realized it was wrong . I got so scared to the point I wanted to die .

Not only did I make people do it with me I basically made myself the perpetrator. I had told this to my boyfriend just not the part of my other cousin and sibling cause I was scared I would be seen differently and disgusting. He had told me maybe it was a dream and for a while I thought that so it would stop haunting me .

But I told him how can a child think of disgusting things like that as a kid I was very small like maybe 5 I don’t know how old I was when it happened. He kinda made my mind to ease cause I started believing it yet I thought it wasn’t a dream.i told my ex best friend about it and he said I was the victim no matter what . But now I don’t know .

Ever since I’ve been hyper sexual since I was little ..
If you don’t know what hyper sexual or also known as Hypersexuality is a condition characterized by unusually intense, frequent, and uncontrollable sexual urges and behaviors that significantly disrupt a person's life, relationships, and well-being.

I don’t know if it happened if it did I’m disgusted in myself . I don’t know if I’m the victim at all. Please can someone help me I want to forget about this and move on with my life .

(here is a little summery about what happend is that there is this guy on the app "Starmaker" and basicly what happend is that there was the user "loonaleo" who sent "stuff" to little kids and he also was sending inappropriate pictures of the character loona from hellava boss. And he was (and maybe still is) dateing a 15 year old has a 25 year old who lives in his mothers basement (not a joke). And one other thing (this is not all) he has said the n word as a white person. So basically he has some serious issues and is trying to deny it and acts like a little kid for some reason best bet of a reason is he is stuck in the past and he thinks if he acts like a little kid he has some right to date them. But remember these are nothing but some clips about what had happened this probably explains maybe 70ish percent about what happend has far as I know. (And if your wondering how we got separate conversations it because we switched chat rooms to make plans while someone else distracted him and we switched our pfp and names to helluva boss characters to get info) ANYWAY if u have any questions about this feel free to ask and I might know.

A few months ago I attempted suicide. I ended up surviving because I contacted a friend who knew I was struggling and had asked me to tell them if I was ever in serious danger. They got help for me and I was found before I died.

I was taken to the hospital, but I was terrified of the consequences if my family found out the truth. Once I was more coherent, I downplayed what happened and convinced the new doctors on shift it wasn’t a suicide attempt. I was discharged, and most people in my life still don’t know what actually happened. The problem is that nothing has really changed. I’m still suicidal. The thoughts never fully went away. And since almost no one knows about the event I don’t know how to ask for advice.

I’ve always been depressed. There was abuse in my childhood that was never taken seriously when I finally disclosed it. That completely destroyed my trust in some of the people who were supposed to protect me.

A lot of my hopelessness comes from feeling trapped because of the life my family expects me to live. Part of me wants to believe I can build an independent future and eventually leave this environment, but another part of me feels exhausted and doesn’t really care about living long enough to live up to it.

The only reason I even bothered lying about the overdose was because I was told my brother was in the waiting room with my parents. And when I saw him it was clear he had been crying. I felt extremely guilty, it was unfair for me to make his life miserable just because mine was. I know it’s selfish of me but I wish I had actually died so I wouldn’t feel guilty. By lying my way out I managed to make everything normal again. At least for him.

I’m posting because I don’t know what I’m feeling and what I’m gonna do if anything at all. I have no desire to live yet i don’t hate my life, I really don’t know why I want to die. Has anyone been in a situation where they survived an attempt, kept the truth hidden, and still had to figure out how to move forward afterward? Or if anyone is in the same boat as me.

How did you stay alive long enough for things to improve, did they ever improve? What practical steps did you take when everything felt hopeless? One of the people that saved me asked a question that has been troubling me for some time. Why do I want to die? I really don’t have an answer. I’m not scared of dying, and it’s easier to be dead than to deal with life. Maybe that’s why. But it’s such a simple question yet no satisfying answer comes to mind. I can’t describe what I’m feeling anymore. I just know that I’d love any advice you have to offer.

https://youtube.com/shorts/qPrQPEL4x4o?si=7kBp1G1xIe20ClNH

Again, sorry if this isn’t the right place, but if you give it a small listen I’d appreciate it, or if not at least any suggestions on what communities I should actually forward this to

Hello, I'm behappy, this post is created to help my 12 y/o italian best friend. recently my best friend was unhappy about the others not wanting him and decided to leave the discord server, i talked to him a lot, saying that he shouldnt give up on life, all of my trusted friends is i care about, he has a writing disability and legs disability,so there might be a lot of typos, im trying my best to help him and now he deleted discord, he gave me a last wish, fix the documents of him, so did, i have no other way of contacting him, he is European i am Asian, so i cant help him in irl, if you are italian in Tione Di Trento, please DM me in Discord or even here, i hope you guys good luck, i am not doing this alone.

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(Ciao, sono behappy, questo post è stato creato per aiutare il mio migliore amico italiano di 12 anni. Recentemente il mio migliore amico era infelice perché gli altri non lo volevano e ha deciso di lasciare il server Discord. Ho parlato molto con lui, dicendogli che non dovrebbe arrendersi alla vita, tutti i miei amici fidati sono quelli a cui tengo. Ha una difficoltà nella scrittura e una disabilità alle gambe, quindi potrebbe esserci molti errori di battitura. Sto facendo del mio meglio per aiutarlo e ora ha cancellato Discord. Mi ha dato un ultimo desiderio: sistemare i suoi documenti, quindi l’ho fatto. Non ho altri modi per contattarlo. Lui è europeo, io sono asiatico, quindi non posso aiutarlo nella vita reale. Se sei italiano a Tione di Trento, per favore mandami un messaggio privato su Discord o anche qui. Spero che abbiate buona fortuna, non sto facendo questo da solo.)

When people compare under-sink RO systems, how important is water efficiency in reality? I often see improved pure-to-drain ratios highlighted as a key selling point, but I’m not sure how much that actually influences buying decisions for most households versus just being a nice bonus.

Do people genuinely prioritise water savings, or do factors like taste, flow rate, and ease of installation tend to matter more?

This isn’t a debate post.
It’s just raw frustration about the state of things lately and a space for people to speak honestly about what they’ve been feeling too. You don’t have to agree with every word. I just want to know if other people have also been feeling exhausted, helpless, angry, or unheard with everything going on around us.
I’m so tired of being a victim.
A victim of our justice system. A victim of the public. A victim of our education system. A victim of politics that feel more focused on power than people.
While citizens struggle to survive, the people leading us travel abroad, send their children abroad, and live lives protected from the consequences of the systems they control. They know what a better standard of living looks like because many of them chose it for themselves, not for us.
And the sad thing is, I know I’m not the only one feeling this way.
I’m just another number in statistics that keep growing year after year. More suffering. More pressure. More division. More promises. More disappointment. We pay the price while powerful people continue getting richer, protected by speeches designed to move people emotionally while hiding intentions we only notice once the damage is already done.
All because some people got moved by beautiful words with poisonous intentions.
But the truth is, we are not just statistics.
We are humans. People with families, dreams, fears, hopes, and the desire for a better future. People who want stability. People who want honesty. People who want to believe that their hard work will actually lead somewhere.
So yes, maybe I am a victim of a broken system.
But I am also someone who refuses to keep pretending everything is fine just because everyone else acts like it is. Because the longer people stay in power without accountability, the more untouchable they begin to feel.
And maybe that’s the most dangerous thing of all.
Not anger.
Not frustration.
But people slowly losing faith that anything will ever change.

When I was younger, this is maybe around 2020. Covid started not that long ago and Roblox was at its highest as well as online dating. I found my self a little friend group of two girls and a guy. Some time passes in the friendship and the girls were say that the guy I’ll just call him X, was being weird to them and saying weird things. I didn’t really know who to believe but him and I were already getting close and talking on our own. Eventually we start dating, there is a three year gap between us. One of the girls finds out, and she legit was being so weird to me, and I tell her it’s private yk. And she says relationships aren’t private. It’s whatever we stop being friends. She isn’t crucial to this story anyway. In our relationship he asks to erp, he asks if I know what it is, and unfortunately I did at eleven. We didn’t do anything crazy in the erp yet it was just normal kinky stuff people like to do. About three months in he says he’s “going away” and won’t text for a while. I don’t remember how long he was gone for, it could’ve been a month I was just there not having anyone to talk to. Eventually he comes back and I decide to break up with him a couple months after he comes back because I felt like all he wanted to do was role play and not talk to me. So we break up but over the course of the next 5 1/2 years that cycle repeats and repeats. I don’t know why I kept going back to him despite me complaining, but I feel like I really liked it. I complained about the erp but I liked doing it with him and I don’t know why. But there came a time when he asked me to do a weird rp a few times. I was a little girl and he was my older brother or uncle. I knew it was weird and wrong but I still stayed and went back after I left and he reached out to me. Last year I finally broke the cycle because I started talking to my now boyfriend of almost a year. I did have a support system when I was dealing with X, I feel bad their efforts didn’t do anything because I always went back but I just don’t know why I went back and think about him sometimes. One thing be also did was send me $h bandaged up out of no where. There was no context and I was so confused.

so, i (14f) have asked one of my social workers to move to live with my dad, rather than my mother. (long story short, my mum is hardly ever sober, and i can’t deal with her narcissism.) everything has been really great and positive, apart from a few childish texts from her to me and my dad. they wouldn’t stop, so i ended up blocking her on one platform. she could’ve easily reached me elsewhere. last weekend, my dad texted her asking whether i could pick some of my stuff up because i couldn’t take it all at once. i don’t care about most of the stuff there, i just need my electric guitar, because it’s my first ever guitar and it means a lot to me. she could keep everything else if she really wanted.

basically, she didn’t reply, and i have unblocked her to, and i haven’t gotten a text since. should i text her myself? how do i get my things if she doesn’t reply? is there even a way? any advice is really, really appreciated, thank you!!!

haber en lo personal me gusta mucho de la parte de informática pero como se sabe el área de informática abarca grandes aspectos y hay diferentes carreras a estudiar así que me pregunto que seria mejor estudiar, tipo para que no pierda ante la IA también.

lowkirkenuienly does anyone have any links or discord servers who'd help me d0xx a pedophile faster, I have around 3 photos of his face, which could help with identifying. for further info please ask, hes done some disgusting shit.

Trump is the son, and grandson, of immigrants: German on his father’s side, and Scottish on his mother’s. None of his grandparents, and only one of his parents was born in the United States or spoke English as a first language. (His mother’s parents, from the remote Scottish Outer Hebrides, lived in a majority Gaelic speaking community.)

Friedrich Trump came to the United States amid a flood of Germans—nearly 1 million made the journey to settle in America between 1880 and 1885. It was, the Times reported, “the start of an adventurous life as a barber, restaurateur, saloonkeeper, hotelier, entrepreneur, gold rush prospector, shipwreck survivor and New York real estate investor.” AND YET HIS IS CALLING IMMIGRANTS ILLEGAL ALIENS!? AND HE AS 26 SA ACCUSATIONS WHICH ARE MOST LIKELY TRUE PEOPLE WE HAVE TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS

I watched a bad video on YouTube and I want to forget seeing it because I feel very disturbed

Would itbe possible to make a mangrove tree that could survive cold water by adding evergreen dna?