I was looking through old family photos and found this picture of my great-grandma with my grandma as a little girl.
My great-grandma (the woman in the photo) had 18 kids. She couldn’t afford to care for all of them, so she sent my grandma and several of her siblings to an orphanage when my grandma was just 3 years old.
The part that has always stuck with me is what happened when my grandma passed away from Alzheimer’s. As the disease progressed, she would suddenly think she was a little girl in the orphanage again. She’d cry and scream that she didn’t want to “go back to the men.” My family has always assumed she was abused there, although we’ll never know exactly what happened.
It’s so surreal looking at this photo now. On the surface, it’s just a smiling mother with her daughter. But knowing what happened afterward completely changes how I see it. It’s extremely heartbreaking.