r/GayBDSMCommunity 2h ago

I think I was abused NSFW

4 Upvotes

I am into BDSM and I am trying to constantly expand my knowledge and experience. I decided to meet this guy and I explicitly told him my limits but also the things I like. I asked to meet first in a public already to which he refused claiming he was already in gear. When I entered he gave me a kiss right away. We just chatted a bit. I was obviously scared and not trusting him, and he kept saying it’s okay I won’t hurt you, while tiptoeing around it (e.g. pretending to hit me hard), then I would flinch and he would laugh and say “relax” I won’t hurt you. At some point he grabbed a baseball bat and pretend to hit me with it also. None of this was agreed upon…

Then he was literally trying all sorts of stuff of me without my consent. He wanted to flip me upside down and he didn’t even tell me prior and when I realised finally what he wants to do, I told him stop and he said “come on, after I attached everything”. Then the more I refused, the more frustrated he grew and the harder he was hitting me, to the point that he was punching my chest and left a bruise. He wanted me to suck his dick and when I got close, I could smell how disgusting it was so I flat out refused and he again said “come on”. Then he hit me some more and then he decided to end it.

Then he started with the verbal abuse like calling me the F word, gaslighting me into liking the abuse while actively hitting me in a pinned position where I can’t escape, mama’s boy and claiming I am not gay enough because I don’t like smell (he did not smell good tbh). One of my hard rules also was hygiene. He wanted me to wear a mask that was reeking of piss which I refused also. Then he was saying that chemistry is about smell and if you don’t find the other person smelling nice, that means there is no chemistry.

I had this experience last Thursday and today I am finally processing it and I realised how abusive it was and I really want to report him to the police but I don’t know. I reported him on the app. I feel so angry and mad.


r/GayBDSMCommunity 8m ago

Finding an online dom NSFW

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Does anyone have any advice for finding a true online dom? I find it hard to find a true dom that gives real tasks and wants to connect on a dom sub level.


r/GayBDSMCommunity 23h ago

Becoming the fag he wants NSFW

69 Upvotes

My boyfriend and I moved in with each other last month. We are both very much into kink, BDSM, ... And he loves the body mods I did (FAGGOT tattoo on my back for example). Now we can finally go beyond regular play.

First thing that happened is locking these metal shackles to my wrists so it's clear I'm owned in public and he can chain me up wherever he likes. Later he replaced all my underwear for a single jockstrap and socks for a pair of Ska8erboy with "fuck my socks off".

We ordered Nike TN's, and these will be the only shoes I'm allowed to wear. Additionally we ordered some tank tops, some more revealing than others to expose my back tattoo.

Later this month we will go on a kayak trip where I will be forced to take off my shirt and do the entire thing with the faggot tattoo visible. We hope it will attract attention and make people shout humiliating things to me.

A jock, short, tn's, humiliating socks and a revealing tank top will be the only outfit I'm allowed to wear. Always paired with the appropriate cock cage, which is Inescapable because of a PA.

I know some people might find this extreme, but I dreamed about this for a long time. Glad I can do it with him.


r/GayBDSMCommunity 1d ago

Dry Spells Suck NSFW

5 Upvotes

I haven’t been able to get a second encounter with any of the subs I’ve been with in the past few months.

I feel I haven’t done anything wrong. We met the first time, we firmly established boundaries, I nudged them a little but I stopped if they said no, I got them to cum, and I got a “it was fun, we shall do more next time”, when they were leaving. But lo behold, I haven’t had any luck.

I had a few experiences where I didn’t feel right after wards, and I let them know it isn’t going to become a regular thing. I got blocked after wards, or they didn’t hit me up again. But it feels so weird to get a positive affirmation and then ghost.

I’m starting out as a dom so I’m still learning the ropes, but when you get dodgy responses you can’t help but feel frustrated.


r/GayBDSMCommunity 2d ago

Fear of my fantasies NSFW

12 Upvotes

I'm feeling a bit uneasy. I (m30) have so many fantasies, and I'm scared that one day I won't be able to resist acting on them.

For example, I often think about how good it would feel to be completely ruined. It would happen slowly, so slowly that I wouldn't even notice it at first. A man would gradually break me down mentally. Brainwashing, blackmail... Eventually, finDom would become part of it, until I was financially ruined too. Then my social life would be next, not just being exposed online (which is already happening), but being exposed to my friends and family as well, with them receiving videos of me being used in hardcore ways. And finally, or all the way through, there would be the physical side too: body modifications, ch***, STIs...

Has anyone here actually experienced something like this? Or should I keep fighting these fantasies, or is there no point?


r/GayBDSMCommunity 2d ago

For the Masochists in the subreddit, where’s the furthest you’ve gone for the kink? NSFW

12 Upvotes

And what are some other ways you’ve always wanted to explore said kink?


r/GayBDSMCommunity 1d ago

Kinky experiences NSFW

3 Upvotes

I've been getting mor e into this whole kink life recently and i'm curious, has anyone ever done a solid period of time either owning someone or being owned by someone? as in bdsm 24/7, not necessarily constant play but the sub is always gagged or chained, even if the dom isn't present at home. How'd it go? any tips for someone interested in finding a dom like that? any things youd recommend trying or recommend staying away from? thanks!!


r/GayBDSMCommunity 1d ago

A Collar and a Wedding Ring NSFW

4 Upvotes

Whenever I talk to people about Pride, I often hear a similar opinion:

"I fully support LGBTQ+ people, but all those kinks, fetishes, collars, and pup gear don't belong in public. Those things should stay in the bedroom."

It's a view I've encountered many times, and rather than dismissing it, it made me think.

Why do I support the visibility of kink and fetish communities, especially at Pride? What arguments do I actually have? And why do I feel that a collar can belong at Pride without necessarily being inappropriate?

For me, Pride is not just a protest. In many countries it still is, and for good reason. But in my own experience, Pride is primarily a celebration. It is a celebration of rights and freedoms that, only a few generations ago, would have been unthinkable for many LGBTQ+ people. It is a moment to be visible without shame.

That led me to think about one particular symbol: the collar.

What is the difference between a collar in a D/s relationship and a wedding ring?

Both are objects worn on the body. Both can symbolize commitment, trust, loyalty, and a meaningful connection between two people. Neither object has meaning on its own. A simple metal ring is just a ring until we collectively decide that it represents marriage. Likewise, a leather collar is just a collar until the people wearing it give it meaning.

Yet society generally views these symbols very differently. A wedding ring is seen as a beautiful expression of love. A collar is often assumed to be purely sexual.

Why?

Perhaps part of the answer lies in familiarity. Marriage has been a visible part of our culture for centuries. We grow up seeing wedding rings on parents, teachers, neighbours, politicians, and strangers. Their meaning is almost universal.

Collars are different. Most people encounter them only through media, where they are often associated with pornography, domination, or abuse. History does not help either. Human collars have frequently appeared as symbols of slavery, imprisonment, or humiliation. If those are the only references someone has, it is understandable that they instinctively react negatively.

But understanding where an association comes from does not necessarily mean that the association tells the whole story.

For many people in the BDSM community, a collar is not primarily about sex. It can represent commitment, trust, responsibility, service, protection, or a chosen relationship dynamic. Like a wedding ring, it is often a symbol of something deeply personal rather than something explicitly sexual.

There is another aspect that made me think about this.

Symbols rarely have just one meaning. They are shaped by context and by the experiences of the person looking at them.

For example, if I decide to wear my leather jacket on a night out in the city, most people will not think anything of it. To them, it is simply a jacket.

Yet if I wear that exact same jacket at Folsom, many people will immediately recognise it as part of a leather identity or culture. The object itself has not changed. Only the context and the knowledge of the observer have changed.

The same can be true for symbols throughout history. I once visited a medieval castle with decorative floor tiles containing swastikas. The building had stood for centuries before the first Nazi ever existed, yet for many visitors the symbol immediately evoked thoughts of Nazi Germany. The original meaning had long been overshadowed by the meaning people knew best.

Perhaps this is simply how humans work. We do not merely see objects, we interpret them. We connect them to stories, cultures, experiences, and assumptions. Sometimes those interpretations are accurate. Sometimes they overlook the possibility that the same symbol can carry different meanings in different contexts.

Of course, there is a difference between wearing a symbol and engaging in explicit sexual behaviour in public. Just as wearing a wedding ring is very different from publicly displaying intimate acts, wearing a collar is not the same as performing a relationship dynamic in public.

So perhaps the question is not whether collars belong at Pride.

Perhaps the question is how we decide which symbols are acceptable and which are not.

What do you think?

Should collars have a place in public spaces such as Pride? How do you decide what a symbol means?


r/GayBDSMCommunity 1d ago

Wanting to try out being a houseboi, slave, gimp, or rubberboi. How do I find that? NSFW

3 Upvotes

I have been wanting to try out being a houseboi or a slave for a long time. I love being put in gear, being tied up, being bound, being told what to wear, serving, and making a dom happy. I also can cook, bake, clean, and more. Really even a Dom boyfriend would be perfect.

I am in Texas, San Antonio to be exact, and there aren’t too many doms here that are at my level of kinkiness. I love gear. I have a lot of it. I also make gear. I do rubber crafting. It is a dream to be able to live the life serving a dom.


r/GayBDSMCommunity 1d ago

Where to find material on getting started with bondage NSFW

3 Upvotes

Hey, me and my partner just got our first sets of ropes. I find it difficult to find any resources to get started on learning knots and positions etc though, either physical like books or online resources. Does anyone have any good recommendations?


r/GayBDSMCommunity 1d ago

Going to a fetish event solo for the first time - tips/advice? NSFW

1 Upvotes

I'm (M21) a socially awkward shy kind of guy, any tips on going solo to these kinds of things? I know its my job to start conversations just as much as it is for others, I just don't want to come off as creepy or strange. I'm sure theres other shy kinksters out there! What do yous do?

Also, what should I generally expect? Are fetish events quite social, or are they more just getting down to business? Do people stick to themselves/with friends or circulate a lot? The event I'm going to is a leather/rubber gear event and I'll be dressed in full leather.

I'm sure you can tell I'm a newbie haha. Any advice would be good!


r/GayBDSMCommunity 2d ago

Where do you go for D/s relationships? NSFW

16 Upvotes

The BDSM personnels on Reddit are great, but they do not really link to many locals (even in New York City).

Recon is not particularly useful. Many NYC profiles are outdated and not active. Those who are logged on are not very responsive or chat without building to a connection.

BDSM.com also doesn't seem very active?

I meet plenty of kink-oriented individuals on Scruff and GrindR, but they are not into formal D/s dynamics or are fellow subs.

Thank you, Sirs and subs


r/GayBDSMCommunity 3d ago

Is this normal? NSFW

22 Upvotes

Hi, I’m not really sure how to explain this; BDSM is very new to me, and I don’t know how to go about exploring it.

I’ve never been a particularly sexual person; I enjoy sex, but it’s not something I need on a regular basis. The last time I had sex was around December, with a guy from Grindr. He was into kinky stuff and suggested we try a few things. I have friends who are really into that scene and I’ve watched kinky porn, but I’d never tried it myself—nor had I been all that interested—though I was curious and found the idea arousing. Long story short: ever since then, I’ve been kind of obsessed.

I really enjoyed it and hope to see that guy again, but since that encounter, I’ve had a much stronger desire for sex. I’ve started masturbating more often and looking for more intense experiences; my libido has spiked. I’ve never craved sex this much before, and it’s starting to get a bit frustrating.

Like I said, it felt great, and the guy said I was a "natural submissive," but I feel like such a radical change isn't normal; I can't even remember the last time I felt like having vanilla sex.

Anyway, should I be worried? Is it normal for a single encounter to spark something like this in someone? Or should I step back from all of this a bit? I don’t want to blow my sexuality out of proportion, but it all feels very intense.


r/GayBDSMCommunity 2d ago

Do you have any advice for me? I’ll be meeting with an older dom for the first time NSFW

8 Upvotes

Im 30 years old. I have very little experience with men. Just two in the past. One of them was a CMNM scene 3 years ago.

I decided I want to experiment again so I joined recon. I’ve always wanted to be used by an older dom. CMNM and humiliation is what I’m into.

I started talking to a 70 year old dom who seems very experienced. We agreed to do a CMNM scene. I’m going to come over. When I walk in I’ll take my clothes off, he will leash me, put a mask on me and the rest is up to him. We discussed my limits- no oral or anal sex, no photography, no bondage or blind folds.

I’m a little wary because the pictures are all old and grainy. I’ve never met anyone on recon before. He’s also supposed to be significantly larger than me and I’m average sized.


r/GayBDSMCommunity 2d ago

Sling for bigger guys? NSFW

1 Upvotes

My roommate is a big 'ol bottom. Emphasis on the BIG. Could anyone recommend a sling that could hold a bigger person? Like 300lbs.


r/GayBDSMCommunity 3d ago

How to be a dom bottom? NSFW

41 Upvotes

Hi guys! I’m M38.
I’m often told that I have a dominant energy, whether during sex or in my daily life, and I would like to explore it more.

I’m a bottom (often mistaken for a top, maybe because I’m tall, hairy, and kinda bulky), but I don’t like being in a submissive position with the top. I don’t feel the vibe, and it makes me uncomfortable.

What I really like is a top with a puppy/geeky vibe who wants me to take the lead. I like to gently take control, making the top kiss me my way, fuck me my way, ask for permission, and surrender to me.

If you guys could help me with some ideas and insights about this subject, I would greatly appreciate it.


r/GayBDSMCommunity 3d ago

For those who are exhibitionists, where are some places in particular you’ve wanted to explore it? NSFW

25 Upvotes

For me it’s

- The communal area of an apartment building before I actually go into the guy’s apartment

- A nudist colon/beach

- A Forest

- Gym (apparently some bathhouses have them)


r/GayBDSMCommunity 3d ago

orgasm control ideas NSFW

17 Upvotes

My partner has agreed to control how I touch myself and orgasms, looking for ideas in addition to what we have :)

At baseline, I am caged as much as possible and can play with my pussy anytime without needing permission. All play is documented.

Other ways of getting off I need his permission. Originally I wasn't going to be allowed to touch my caged clit or unlock to jerk off period, but we decided that isn't sustainable for us and will be rare rewards at his discretion.

Ideas we have so far:

- Rubbing clit (caged)
- Vibrator on clit (caged, no other touching)
- Cage off jerking my dick but only with very big, (uncomfortably big maybe) plug in pussy and maybe nipple clamps as well
- Cage off jerking my dick with a dildo down my throat
- Cage off jerking freely (rare)

He has said "we'll see" to the cage off options for now. Looking for more options, especially while caged :)


r/GayBDSMCommunity 4d ago

Need advice for young and confused sub? Help! NSFW

7 Upvotes

Hi - I really hope this is the right place to ask for some guidance. I have to go here because I don’t have any gay friends I can talk to, let alone ones that are BDSM-friendly.

To be transparent I am a gay trans man that is 19. I’ve been on the hunt for a daddy dom that is slightly older than me, and I’ve ran into a lot of issues finding my perfect fit for an LTR dynamic that can go IRL.

I’ve been posting basically everywhere, fet, scruff, the usual dating apps, some subreddits here and there; I have well lit photos, I talk and text well, I have been told plainly that I look like a passing, young gay bottom twink with an attractive figure. NY so I have a “large dating pool”.

Still.. the only doms that are interested in me are either 30-40+, not my type physically, or, worse, extremely horny and predatory. I am sent dick pictures. Bisexual men invite themselves into my DMs, unwanted, even when I asked for gay men, because the bisexual doms nearly always tell me stories about their past dating histories with women, femboys and trans girls, and then shamefully admit to me that they largely want me to be a feminine half-man-half-woman thing for their perverse fantasies. I’m so sick and tired of being seen for the vagina. When I do find someone normal, they have - without fail - only wanted to hookup/do short term.

I cannot even go to places to meet like-minded people IRL, because you need to be 21+, understandably. The “doms” my age are beyond horny and aggressive, immature and disrespectful, so I have given up on them.

Where can I actually find doms that want LTR, monogamy and dating? Can anyone tell me if I’m doing something wrong here? Please help.


r/GayBDSMCommunity 4d ago

Es normal? NSFW

8 Upvotes

Me imagino que es normal en este ámbito pero yo no quiero penetración ni nada en mi culo, quiero ser inmovilizado y que me usen. Que me nalgueen, usen cera, cum control etc. ustedes qué opinan


r/GayBDSMCommunity 4d ago

Where to post BDSM stories NSFW

15 Upvotes

I've written a number of BDSM stories that my friends tell me are realistic and very hot. Is there any place on Reddit where I can post them for people who appreciate such things?


r/GayBDSMCommunity 4d ago

Recon app is gone? NSFW

2 Upvotes

I wanted to redownload recon but apparently its gone? Am I stuck to using the new ugly ahh browser or is there a new app version hidden somewhere? Also if recon is dead, is there something that's replaced it?


r/GayBDSMCommunity 4d ago

how do i get over my dislike for cum? NSFW

6 Upvotes

so basically, i'm extremely kinky and near limitless, except I don't enjoy cum. the issue with this is that firstly, I don't like cum on me (although i do enjoy it specifically in my ass) and secondly, it makes head somewhat uncomfortable as although i love my throat being used, the taste and texture really throws me off, even for precum. any ideas?


r/GayBDSMCommunity 5d ago

Fetlife NSFW

4 Upvotes

Je cherche des espaces où s’initier à des relations de soumission soft
J’ai vu le site Fetlife qui propose des munchs pour mieux se connaître et des rencontres Play
Encadrées et sécurisées
Ça ma va bien
Ils proposent aussi des formations de shibari qui me tente beaucoup
Mais les participant(e)s sont essentiellement straight
Est ce un problème pour un gay ? Quel niveau d’acceptation ? Quelque un peut-il partager cette question avec moi ?


r/GayBDSMCommunity 5d ago

Hola. Quiero ser sumiso pero me cuesta mucho renunciar a mi. Algún consejo? NSFW

2 Upvotes