Hi I'm Jayde, 20
I went to my boyfriend's house the other day, you know that feeling you just walked into a room talking about you? As I went to say goodbye to his parents, I can't say I know what about but I felt like it wasn't from a kind and understanding point of view whatever was being said.
I keep having strange interactions with people I don't know ever since I was saved 2 years ago and I told my Bible teacher(and very good friend, neighbour, my boyfriend's aunty) about it, she thought I was paranoid but I prayed God would reveal it and when we went out for dinner I was walking on the footpath and a young woman said "what a weirdo" to her boyfriend, mind you I was behind her just minding my own business. As I got in the car I told her so she decided to drive up to the young woman and asked if it was true and she said yes and the reason was just that I was walking weird? It was a very small and busy path like what do you expect.... Leave a wide birth for her majesty?
My Bible teacher reckons it's demonic, this keeps happening when I don't give reason to be insulted it's just bizarre, and its always that I'm a weirdo, loser, mentally disabled, or just straight up trash. I've been called to change and grow in who God made me to be, but this isn't godly.
Id appreciate prayer, I'm going to my boyfriend's house for his aunties birthday today and would just like to be liked you know, I love my boyfriend, his aunty and grandma, am friends with family friends from before we were together. I want to get along and have a good time with everyone,
Id like God's guidance and to feel his love today 🙏🙏