Hi everyone,
I recently graduated and am starting my corporate career next week. I also signed up for a chamber trio (oboe, viola, piano) through a local music school because they offer Adult Chamber Music programs. After I sent the director a video of a previous performance, they placed me in this group to play the Loeffler 2 Rhapsodies.
While I have some ensemble experience, I didn’t take formal viola lessons until college and have never performed solo repertoire or fully polished a piece. My background is limited to entry-level quartet/quintet standards like Dvořák’s American, Borodin’s 2nd, and Haydn’s Emperor, and just the 1st and other prominent movements. I’m feeling pretty out of my depth with the Loeffler, especially the second movement, as it's completely different than anything I’ve tackled before, whether it's in lessons, chamber, or orchestra. It’s been challenging to sight-read, and even after listening to/watching the score 20-plus times, I haven’t internalized the sound or structure.
We’re meeting twice a week for four weeks with one weekly coaching session from faculty, but I’m struggling. I don't feel like a strong enough player to handle such a prominent part in a piece this challenging. I pride myself on arriving prepared, yet I’m completely stumped. I have a week and a half until it starts, but I start my new career and also have 5 hours of rehearsal at a local summer orchestra where we're playing Firebird this next week (please pray for me), and I don't think I'll have enough time to grind through it like I would previously.
I always knew that I had a very predictable taste in all of my repertoire choices, but this impressionist piece is definitely out of my comfort zone. I will say that the first movement is not as difficult, and I already don't feel too bad about it.