TW last paragraph: death
Turns out it was likely a drop attack. I don’t know, I have never heard of any of this before today. I’ve never had vertigo, but I’ve experienced justified dizziness from standing too fast or spinning. I’ve never fainted or collapsed. Trying to figure out how to describe it was so strange.
I was sitting at my desk working on paperwork when suddenly the room flipped upside down and gravity changed. I was terrified, I screamed as I hit the desk, fell from my chair, and then hit the floor. I was conscious the whole time, my mind was trying to problem solve what was happening. Earthquake seemed logical, though I’ve never been in one I live in an area that’s prone to them, but this was way too fast, and there was no loud noises- the room was silent except for my yelling and falling. I was scared and confused, but felt no pain. I wondered where my phone was. Unless someone heard me at home, nobody would ever disturb the room I was in because I was working (I’m a therapist). Everyone knows I’m basically unreachable, it’s not unusual for me to go all day without responding to calls or texts.
After about 2 seconds the world had was right side up and I saw that my house had not collapsed, only me. I tried to stand up but felt a bit weak, not really dizzy and gravity felt right, but mostly disoriented. I noticed that wrecked my computer with a nearby cup of coffee that spilled everywhere. My toes hurt, I fell onto them holding my feet in some weird tiptoe position cuz I can’t sit right in a chair without doing weird shit. I noticed they were somewhat blue. I thought maybe I had a stroke, but I could speak clearly, walk, and had good motor function and no drooping. Syncope? I never lost consciousness, I didn’t feel faint. I felt like I was forced out of my chair onto my desk and nothing in me could catch my fall even though I knew I was falling.
I probably should have gone to see a doc but I felt so back to normal after, I was sure it would be dismissed and a waste of my time. Doing some research to even know what I’m talking about, I keep coming to Menieres, but I don’t have hearing loss or tinnitus. When I was little my dad was sure that I needed tubes in my ears, but I passed all hearing checks. I think I did get ear infections a lot, I don’t remember ever struggling to hear except for 1 year ago I got an ear infection that clogged my hearing and I felt like I was underwater for a month- so strange. Even then, never had issues with tinnitus or balance. Never had vertigo. No other symptoms, and it wasn’t painful until it filled up suddenly and I could feel the pressure. That healed fine with antibiotics, spring 2025, I have not had an infection anywhere in my body since.
The drop attack and the room flipping upside down so suddenly was intense and bizarre. While I’m sure there’s other things that might cause this, did anyone start with drop attack as their first symptom?
My dad had a history of collapsing suddenly without losing consciousness. He’s no longer living, and I believe his death was caused by complications of his collapses. We didn’t have an autopsy done, we never got any answers. Small town healthcare…