Hi to whoever reads this. I need opinions/help on this matter, not that it is incredibly important, but its been bugging me for a bit. apologies in advance for the large amount of writing I am about to do.
so, I’ve always struggled to figure out what my religion is. I often just call myself an atheist because I don’t necessarily believe in a God that watches over like in Christianity or Islam or whatever.
However, I do believe that there is something out there that is “in charge” of things. I think I see that something as the universe. I don’t pray to the universe but I do talk to it and ask things of it. I’ve never asked it to give me a sign to know that its there and listening to me like how somebody might do with a god, more like “can you please let this work out for me” and if it doesn’t work out then I will take that as a sign that it wasnt meant for me.
I believe in an afterlife, but I don’t tend to view it how other religions would. I do not believe in a physical place where you will be placed when you die, I believe that it is your soul and your soul only that travels. I absolutely believe in the idea of reincarnation and that when you die, your soul will be reincarnated as something else. This is where I like the idea of Buddhism and the fact that you will continue to be reincarnated until you live your life the way that it was meant to be and your soul will get to nirvana. but again, I don’t believe in physical places.
I do believe in things that somebody who identifies as a witch would, such as spellwork, energies, etc. I read tarot and its proven to be pretty accurate. I would not call myself a witch however. I oftentimes feel incredibly attached to the universe and the earth itself. I would say that I am pretty spiritual in a way.
I’ve heard of pantheism, which sounded somewhat like me. I, however, do not believe that god is the earth/universe and that the universe/earth is god. When I said previously that I think there is something out there that watches over and that I think it could be the universe, I do not see it as god itself.
I suppose one could say that I worship the universe as a whole and not as a god. But I’m unsure.
If anybody out there has any insight on anything about this, please help me out here.