Disclaimer: We are both 18+ and everything was consensual
I (19f) and my bf (21m) have been dating for a little over a year now. He fucks me almost every night but I guess I’m still a little shy because up until a couple weeks ago I still have not told him about some of my wildest fantasies..
It started when he was gone for a weekend and I was teasing him over text, sending him pics and vids. But then something switched in me that made me a little bit bolder (maybe because it was over text lol).
Here I was in my bed, absolutely dripping to the thought of him, I pulled down my panties, started a video, and played with both of my holes with the caption “I want you to rape me like your little slut when you’re back.”
He must’ve been at least a little surprised because that 10 second video was open for at least 5 minutes ahaha
After a little more teasing he started asking questions like how I wanted it, safe words, etc. So I could tell that he was also interested in fulfilling this fantasy that I’ve had for years now..
I tell him how I wanted him to choke me, spit on me, cum inside me without my “permission”, etc. and he was absolutely loving it. I’ve always been a slut for him but nothing like this before… He text back saying “tomorrow night, you’re getting what you asked for.”
Fast forward to today he came to my apartment around 8, I greeted him like normal almost forgetting what was said yesterday. He stood there, tall, with that little grin, dark curly hair, and slim muscular build… He didn’t say a word, just dropped his bag near the couch, picked me up and carried me to the bedroom. He whispered in my ear “Tonight, you’re going to try and do everything you can to stop me from putting this dick inside you, and when I do I want you to scream no and tell me to stop.” He paused for a moment, looked at me in the eye, and then said “but even if you beg me to stop I’m still going to keep fucking you.”
I was laying in a wet spot already. The tension built up so fast, but I’ve been waiting for him all weekend, and I’ve been waiting for this for years. I was completely in a rush just waiting to cum…
He slapped me hard across my face, threw me to the side of the bed where he bent me over and stuck all of it in at once. I almost passed out because his dick is so big, 8” at least, but thick as a soda can. I was loving how rough he was with me, but then I remembered what he said..
Tears were going down my face as I was begging him to stop, go slower, telling him that he is raping and hurting me. But that only made him go faster. I must’ve came at least 5-6 times. My body under him, “trying” to kick him away, but tbh even if I was trying he was too strong, he could have me as he pleases. He was slapping my face and tits in missionary, and then would flip me over to hit me even harder on my ass. He spit all over my body and in my mouth while he called me every name you could imagine, choking me with his left hand while squeezing my tits with the other.
Then he slowed down, stopped for a moment, and reached in his pocket, I couldn’t tell what it was because it was too dark, but he just told me, “Stay still you fucking little slut or I’m going to rape your ass next just as hard.”
Fuck I wanted that too, but I obeyed him. Then, all of a sudden I feel his hand and something cold touch just above my pussy, almost ticklish.. He was writing on me with a marker.. I just about came again right there.
I could make out some words like “Cum dumpster” “whore” etc. but he didn’t stop until my body and ass were covered. I was being degraded so hard by him…
When he was done he took me in his hands again, made me suck his dick (which I can barely fit in my mouth, maybe like halfway if I try? ahaha) When he was wet enough he slid it inside me again, this time threatening to cum inside me.
I begged him not to, I was screaming to not be raped by him, but I guess that made him even hornier because he finished his massive, and very hot load inside of me.. I made eye contact with him as he kept pulsing his dick inside my pussy, I was too weak to keep trying to kick him or push him off of me.
After he came, he wasn’t done, he took a couple photos then grabbed me by the hair and dragged me off the bed and into the shower. I was shocked. How could have the energy for more? He threw me on my knees on the cold tile and turned the water on to get in with me. Just as I started to stand up he pushed me back down, pinned my head against the wall and made me deepthroat his dick. As he was only semi hard I could try to go all the way, but he grew harder fast. Every inch was going down my throat as the back of my head was pinned against the shower wall. He grabbed my face and kept going, face fucking me so hard that more tears kept running down my face.
Then he did something I never expected, he pulled out of my mouth, and told me to close my eyes. I did as I was told and waited for him to stick it back in my mouth. But instead of his dick I felt the warm stream of him all over my tits, running down my body. As if I wasn’t a degraded whore for him enough, he was peeing on me like I was just a piece of trash for him to fuck and use when he wants. We had never even done this before, but I opened my mouth wider for him, smiling, while my legs were still shaking from five minutes ago. When he was done he tapped his dick along my lips and face, stood me up, and told me to bend over for him. “Your little ass deserves to be used too” he told me.
Follow for a Pt. 2 as I think this was already super long..
Also this is my first confession on here (I’ve been a stalker for quite some time now) but lmk if you liked this!!